omracer's Night Out: Tempting failure

Well, with everything happening recently and anniversary's coming up, its the start of my summer, sure I'm getting busier at work feeling like glue but I'm fitting in new ideas and plans for the next few weeks. but a new unexpected and one long time planned intertwined. the vlog from this is below, this might be delayed and might be long, but  excitable.

well if you've probably seen or heard by now, I've dyed my hair to what should be platinum blonde, OK it didn't go as well but I have blonde hair, I used some dye which cost me £4 and I've reviewed. it looks ginger from the pics but I'm now seeing the blonde from one of the pictures appearing, if you want to read a review of how it got on you can read it here.

The new hair

but back to today, 

I was up at 7:30 after a mind bit excitement to see how my hair felt in public, of course a fap was a nice stress release too, a girl i follow on instagram always haves some good curves and lips and hair. but I got the cat for a walk around the garden then fed the fish and made sure the dog was walked, she's always a fun one, bit not bringing her ball back a few times is still something to work on that collie, after that, I checked the internet for hair reactions then I left for work

I got in and a busy day and more tasks but after having to call a found phone and buying a laptop that needed a HDD for £20, I left work at 4:55 and pelted it back home and then I met my grandfather, it was nice to catch up but they were worried about Rosie being on her own, I said it would be OK. so it was 5:26 and I had just over 30 minutes to sort everything out, shower, style, feed cat, change, get items and set GPS then go. I managed to pelt it by 6:12 and sadly I missed the 6:20 86 but caught the 6:35 83 and I just asked for a first day plus and paid £3, blonde hair has savings so far of £2, then it was a nice time to type this up.

Getting to Lidl and missing the bus

The BBQ begins

I was going to choose the kerbabs but i didn't in the end

So, I get off the bus then browse Morrison's for BBQ stuff but don't see any thing on offer so I run to the house, I get there at 7:30ish and see no one here i call James but that went to voicemail, then I see someone in the house eventually Pete let me in him nath and his gf were at the back, there was a BBQ and we all chatted and caught up, well there was a lot going on, I let him know about feabie and some of the people I know on there. then there was more tasty food, aldi based spicy big sausages and burgers, the buns were lush, I was getting thirsty but so many stories. I found a girl I met once has gotten bbw, same with other girls and even then I mentioned some of the hair dye stories and showed pics, all with some nice wind in the back garden, Missy came out and she was chilling, we noticed she pooed earlier near where nath sat, Pete was nearly stepping in it. then it was furry talk and I've been recommended to play Kirby's epic yarn for Wii, maybe soon. Also pete saw a unicorn on my instagram . Thisa means really rare type looking good girl

The burgers were tasty and the bun was nice

 it was nearing 9:15 and we walked in for more chatting, which turned into giggles about cat fat and shit bags, something about Chris Moyle's relative and the co-op conspiracy about people refused access to staff toilets. Hayley was nice and a bit in pain but she was her bubbly self. then we spoiled movie titles plots, disturbia was a remake of a older film about a house.

The night out begins:

By 10:10, I left for caffeine club, a run which was meh and I saw the girl I chatted to on the bank holiday Saturday in Cuba, she smiled at me so I wasn't ignored too badly :) then I got to caffeine club. but I needed a  caffeine kick , the waitress was helpful and gave me cold water as well a a strong American for £2.35. I drank that in 15 minutes, then I made my way to oceana

The £2.35 Americano with a glass of cold water 

Getting to Oceana

A new style ocean to explore

 I got in, someone before had refused entry, no Id problems with the hair, and it was all reserved, I danced with some older ladies, I saw an Emma looking good as usual, the one I saw before I was kicked out for being too drunk last time. then relaxing in a new upstairs smoking area and by 11:10 I was a raving man later I checked glass and I badly bent part of it which I'm worried I bust it but it might be the speaker piece, I moved it to under my shirt, I would of regretted it if I did. later on I walked up to the smoking area and I saw Hannah and we caught up on chatter, she was happy with her boyfriend, we shook hands, for a change, it wasn't me jealous or regret, then there were some Tavi lads, jack and I were talking, partly about his sis and Tavi talk. Hannah noticed me staring at ash as she walked past, she knew I liked her, but I explained some of the history between us. she said, fuck her, and the moving on talk, which ATM I have that feeling I'm doing that too many times. Also i hugged Lauren who looked the nice same old,  she did tweet she got fat which was not the case when hugging her.

I almost broke Glass :(

here was fun raving to 90s songs in the disco and a group of lads dancing around in the ice room, also it was the same with some Asian dudes in woo woo early on. I ended up having to order a glass of water, it felt right and I needed to do it, plenty of ice too and it hydrated me, then I needed to chillaxed, I sat near Courtney, looking beautiful, some group of lads were sitting on the table next to me, I walked away when a bit of drink spilt on my leg, but I had this chance to move to a different spot which then I found some guys and a girl, there was banter about me pissing on them in a toilet, but they were nice people Kim was good looking , she had heard of me, I didn't get the other chaps name, but they told my future, one said "I will like trains " and Kim said "I will get someone pregnant and earn farther of the year award" so i was told to leave and make that happen, it didn't also I was filing on the balcony and ash and Sophie passes me, ash managed to smile at me. The rouge section was busy, mostly reserved, raving happened, then I relaxed at 1am listening to Ed shreean covers that was in the lodge, also it was an idea to so a song for ashleigh but its not going to work, sigh.

The first glass of water

 I was feeling thirsty again chatted to kiah, she's no longer a Lolli, also chatted to Amy and saw the bouncer I chatted to after I got kicked out in April, he was a nice chap, I ordered another drink, he added lime and it was good, drunk most of it, I saw Sophie and was about to try to talk to her then a chap arrived, passed her a drink, something about a balloon, which one of the staff in suspenders trued to get off, then the guy glared at me then they kissed, that felt like a heart stabbing, but nothing I could do about it, so I continued on and left at 1:50, the run to Jester's.

The 2nd drink, just before things got a bit deep

I pop into temptations. yes I know, people will say its not the best way to go. but I explored, some girls asked me for me wanting a lap dance, I was a nervy thing, why, why, sure they weren't my ideal type and I wanted to save money so I might of said no. I was thirsty so more tap water, of course no phones pics etc. so I drank it and a nice girl started a conversation, sure it was nice but I didn't feel ready for a lap dance and so I went to the smoking area this is where I was not doing the right things, I sat next to a Thai lady, she was called summer and was nice, of course she offered private dance so I couldn't accept. then these guys started chatting after I murmur to myself about running home, they asked about me, like job, hobbies, where you live, like making friends, then they found out its my first time, so all of them chipped in to get me a 15 minute lap dance and I tried to say no but she took my hand and helped me to get to a room with a private pole and I was nervous, since I didn't want to offend her but I didn't want the guys feeling they wasted their money, I just felt idiotic, but she was starting to dance and I was scared but no semi but she realised this and tried to calm me down, I think I said sorry 10 times and she basically listened to how I feel left behind at the moment and I mentioned the date to say how I try to progress, she understood and said her relatives feel the same. then we walked out and it was a "how did it go and did you enjoy it, I did what we talked about and lied but I said "thing" shit shit shit. my fucking mind, I fucked up but she started to say what really happened and told them who all looked like bouncers what they did was wrong, all of us were in disagreement but I sat down and felt bad for them.

The stamp of the famous club

I left silently and then enjoyed jesters getting to jesters was nice, I saw many bbws and Gemma looked nice but becky and her friend looked beautiful  and Jess and Chelsea and they were nice and hi, I was nervy still. the rain was kicking in too :( there was more dancing and beck and her friend looked like the girls that are my type. but eventually I left at 3:40 and went to Cuba.

Now then, the way to cuba is ahead of me way

now on the way to Cuba, I had some selfies with some people, one was shocked at my shoes, one hated my shirt, and one was a nice looking lady then i got there and paid £2 to get into Cuba but it was not as fun so I decided to leave for home at 4:20.
The journey home started out tough, but a gas station to browse was not my ideal way to go so I went with an oasis to go at McDonald's for £1.29 running with the large drink was hydrating but hard and after drinking it all by the old busy vus stop I uses to go to, I ran until I just got past the George and a nice elderly gentleman gave me a lift back into Tavistock, I felt stupid but my legs aren't cut out for it and I felt its the only easy way out, since I have to walk Rosie when I get home anyway. I get out of the car and thank him again,

Nearing the flyover, just after popping in  to check for cheap drinks

Getting to mcdonalds, i was the only customer inside

£1.29 for a large oasis

Getting back into Tavi 

 I'm dropped by the drakes statue and I run home from there and as well I ended up chatting to some old school mates of mine and they wanted an xbox one game called sex slave and nagged at my ginger hair and asked if I was going to work. I got back home and Rosie was hyped to see me, so I tried to walk her but she just tried to bite my shoe so I got back in and all done This I have pretty much made me an idiot and lowered self confidence I have with getting a girl irl.

Well this story is done and even though now glass has the foil problem too, its time to wait until carnival season which is the week i'm working all week :), This has made nights out just a not bother with now :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((.


omracer

omracer's Night Out: The wild all nighter

So, we approach the halfway past this month, its a sign of things are changing, people maybe settling down, Uni starts and people's wild yolo moments get it pushed out of that special place men like. But all in all, September hasn't been as cruel of a month as i though it would be  Best friends arrive back, maybe more smitten than ever, someone that means the world to me just arrived back from holiday with :@, Work has been busier and better with more plans.

This weekend, is going to be an ok one, well its a night out i'll probably regret or not forget, but it still an opportunity to get further ahead with catching up in life. Well now i've had the first kiss which is crucial to well i'm being a cunt here but a confidence boost. Especially when i gave a girl my number earlier this week. So with another chance, i should make another chance. Sadly the weather is colder, which means i've got no choice but a hoodie for this time.  We'll see what happens.

After leaving busy day at work from PC cleanups to keyboard replacements, Tablet selling and ordering. Also we have a supplier for chromecast and even attempting to glue my glasses together, which partly worked to not at all. it was nearing 4:35 and i closed the shop, got the end of day done then rushed home, sure it was going to be cold and my legs will not want to make this much effort if they have raving, running and even chasing if the worst comes out of me.


When i got home, i decided that i would walk the dog and the cat, since both had leads and collars. It almost worked, sure it took a while to get the dog's lead on and the cat wasn't as easy either, i mean she almost scratched my belly. But as we walked she ended up underneath the caravan and after 20 minutes of attempts, i gave up and let both walk in.

Then i was thinking of going to get change , or actually just snacking after getting the washing in, i mean a ham, fudge and BBQ ketchup sandwich. It was alright, i mean it wasn't going to be enough to fill me up but it was the first bit of food since a late night snack last night. Since it was about 6:30 i was pretty much knowing i had an hour left until the bus, since i would be going to more places i used to go to before heading to that oceana. Also i did offer chelsie goodbodies or some pizza tonight, i hope that happens but it won't, i also offered a recent OTT gym girl a foot-long subway date, since i still have that voucher from a bus ticket in august. oh and i now have over 6000 snapchats in one folder alone, ah.

By 7:30 . I had my first coffee and was clean from a shower, my sis had walked the dog again, i was also tweeting sandy about ideas for tonight. But it was time to make sure i got changed and packed for the all nighter antics tonight. The shower was interesting when the cat didn't want to get out of the bath tub until i got in there and then she just stated and gleemed her eyes at me, when having a medium to hot shower, then i had to stand over her like she was underneath a statue when cleaning my teeth which are looking kind of white. Then after getting out, i had to find a shirt while films were copying over to my usb drive, its a stupid thought to plan that far ahead when i will end up probably just walking around town for the whole night after leaving jesters at 3 or something.

But by 5:35, i was out of here and i ran to the bus stop, sadly i had to wear a hoodie since it was cold this evening, i mean its that time of year where the nights get darker and the weather gets colder, summer turns to fall and well i needed to make a better life.

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The GPS was not playing ball but I made it a few minutes early. Ash wanted me to fit a new cooler tomorrow but since this is an all nighter, there was a bad chance I couldn't fit it. But I'm working next week al week anyway, so I might be able to sort that out whenever. But I was actually asked my age, I said 18 in a rush, why. But he got me the day rider, saving £0.30 compared to a single. It was getting dark on the journey and this was only about 8pm. It was a single decker for a change. 

Getting to the bus stop before it went dark

I got into Plymouth at about 8:30, sure it was not too bad running to walkabout, but I got off just near Cuba and that coffee was kicking in, I'm hyper. The journey was a smooth run, I mean, everything feels good listening to chemical plant zone. The air was still mild, the lights were bright, I walked to the casino first.

Looking down towards the casino

Getting in the casino, I walked up and was hearing a older lady talk about when she spent £10 in Vegas and the stairs getting into here were tiring, a older chap held the door for me. As i walked by the bar, I saw some good looking waitresses and barmaids. One was looking really nice, but I'm not disturbing her. So I went to take a piss. Sure I feeling the sweat and washed my face down afterwards. 

Then it was a time to go and play some bj. Sadly I didn't make a profit, but I broke even, bet £3, won then lost then won it back. As I changed the chips into notes, I noticed a familiar faces. Erin, a friend of James and Emily's, she smiled but then walked away, but a nice blonde changed the chips into two 5ers. 

After, it was walkabout, free entry before 10 and not much dancing, some bbws and I was offered shots, the girl was a nice smiled blonde, a nice kind voice too, I stuttered saying no but there were bbws. But all were occupies with either "the girls" or lovers. Also some football match was on. With that, I decided to rest legs then go to union rooms. 

Union rooms was good, after getting on Facebook to get the entry password which was "tuborg". I got in and I was wild, dancing, trying to dance with various people, with smooth moothes that even a girl tried to copy them then she said " I like you dance moves dance". She was a nice plush black haired girl with soft cheeks and cuddled arms. I also met lawri and Lucy, we danced and introduced me to her blonde friend, she smiled while drinking. I also saw two other nice girls that recognised me, they smiled wryly and I did dance next toone but that ddidn't work out. As I wandered into a packed beer garden, I saw a chap that was on a night out before his mate tom, leaves for uni. He was chilled and smoking. More dancing and flirting continues until 9:58, and walkabout was taking payment, so I skipped it. 

But as I was outside there, I saw an amazing girl with a sexy figure and sensational smile on a girl I follow on instagram, I was close to talking to her but she was having a good chat with a friend of hers. Also it might be awkward saying "i'm a fan of you on instagram".

I ran to the barbican, as I pelted it, I met ash, we caught up and the house has now had their shower broken, I met his girlfriend, she was kind and not as bad as I was told. They went caffeine club and had a huge feast, I mentioned the burger I had last night, which I was craving a little bit. Then I ran ahead. 

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As I got to the barbican, it felt slightly packed, but walkable, some guy was trying to convince me that my phone was nicked, I shown him my quickpic, gallery, he said "carry on". But I realised a shit problem, I've lost my backup battery that was with the phone, which means I have to be careful on usage. But the place looked nice, barakuda, was very bad for the nose, it made me feel sick. But the air was nice and I'm ok on energy.

Looking towards OMG and the Swann

Looking towards the ferr

Then I had to make my journey to oceana, since its before 11, it was quiet. I might be facing arguments from chelsie's friends since I might of "given her a complex" a legit quote from jade.

I ran past my favourite vegan worker, she was a bit less happier than usual, but I smiled as I was high on caffeine. As I got in, I ended up chatting to hannah, with that nice smile and soft sitting figure. She asked if i was out woth charley, then i wandered into woo woo. Then found Juliet and Jodie, we started chatting, they were shocked I don't drink and "its always best to experience life as soon". Then I wandered some more. 

I ended up chatting to Brett, we chatted and I explained the whole first kiss story, he knew who I was on about, but it went well. Then it was work, the money I get is a piss take. But I know the plan is getting better. He then introduced me to his mates, then one was ending up seeing Chelsie, but we talked on advice and it feels harsh just ignoring her after making effort to tweet/talk to her. He bet £20 it would help. I partly mentioned Emma to him, it was a mixed reaction. 

Then I had to rave, my mind was buzzing, I saw so many girls during the night ash gave me a funny look and spoke to her mate who served me a nice shot of water, yep i had to show her the keep note, since it was too loud i the ice room. a fair amount of chatting and even talked IT suppliers with a ex college mate of mine. Aria, Westcoast, trusttech, spire and many more. Halfway through I had a guy dressed in a very ball style outfit and asked if I was on YouTube. Then I was speaking to Lauren, we had a selfie together. But I was speaking to Steve for a good half hour but by 11:50 I wandered and raved, even in VIP with Brett. 

While in the French room, it was nice chatting with various people, like Emma, she's a nice ginger who likes the meals and she introduced me to her mate. But it was also a case of a real heart to heart with Lee. Now this guy likes what I do, but his message was this. 

In the french room but its really dark

"If you really want girls badly, you will have to be generic. diet, gym, haircut. Either way, you will have to play Plymouth's game". He said I was a nice guy but there were home truths. My question ends up if "I have to change life to get the chance, then prove myself ?". He also said that drunk people speak their truths.

I spoke to issie twice, she wondered why I don't drink, but was nice, Hannah was just "you like food, fuck off", that might of been mumured, she was nicer at other times :). I also jiggled issies amazing face I have a crush on. She wiped it afterwards. It was nice hugging jess and she said niamh was nearby, she was speaking to some chap. I tried to say hi later on. 

While raving, some girl grabbed me by the neck and raved, she could of strangled me if she wished, but I'm ok about it. Issie giggled at me raving. I hugged becky and admired her whooty, but it was getting slightly tired for me, but I kept going, while seeking and speaking to people. Many a brofist and high five. Also it turns out someone was really excited to meet me and we did have a selfie.

MET @omracer IN OCEANA LAST NIGHT!!! LIFE MADE!!! pic.twitter.com/Nwa9mh07Hp
— Iyesha September 14, 2014

As I was walking around, Jasminne got me by the hand and then she introduced me tofluer and ash. Then we chatted about things from drink, aka "i would love to watch you drink, would you have a beer" then she even said about the green powder and it doesn't affect her then it was about the eyebrows but what she said could be applied to actually almost anything, her advice was the opposite to Lee's.then I did poses and a Snapchat intro. After, I raved more.

Peace and love @omracer pic.twitter.com/a16jPAwlJY
— Jasminne   September 14, 2014

When I walked into the ice room, some girl just shouted " Mattie, Chloe wants to see you" so she guided me around and we eventually found her. Chloe was a good looking girl, no joke. Plush, happy and we had a Snapchat selfie. Later I wandered and then saw Alannah.  We hugged then raved to black eyed peas, then gold digger, yep kanye west, back in the days kardashans didn't exist. Then it was a visit to the French room again. I needed water, the guy gave a glass instead of a shot.

Asking for a shot and getting a glass instead 

After that, it was more raving, now there was this one guy that was going to try and want sex with me, I noticed it in his eyes. But sooner or later, I was hugged by a familiar face. Ruby, with her lush blonde hair and her eyes gleaming as well a a nicer illusioned skirt.  and she asked me "have you seen Chelsie", I said no by shaking my head. " let's go find her" then she held my hand and we were on a search. But just as we looked, I saw the cutest forced double smile and brown hair. It turns out it was her, I hinted ruby, maybe like a toddler hints their mum and we walked over. 

We hugged more than once, and trust me when I say it was too good. I mean I could even say I cuddled the damsel, it was like sleeping on her (like a bed that tells you it wants to love you). Then we attempted to chat by shouting at each other, "having a good night", " yeah, you ?". It did end up about her wanting to keep her petite figure, I can tell that was going to happen since it was when I offered her a meal out if she wanted to tonight.

Then I left for more wandering and raving, I was dancing with a lovely blonde in woowoo and this guy who was all over her said some slightly egotistical appreciation. She was well worthy to be called that but it was a clear sign of a loved up couple, which was a sad sight. Then I was noticed by a girl that I had not seen since she was a dreamy bbw 3 stone ago. Jordan hugged me, or more so i hugged her from behind when she wanted a selfie, as I felt a nice soft belly when hugging, its not going to be the perfect one she had 3 stone ago. Her expression was almost priceless. Also some pics of outside the smoking area.

Outside in the smoking area, notice the full moon

Now I was passing by the ski lodge and a chap came up to me asking about a girl i've recently had dreams about, he was a genuine guy and although he tried to put me off her saying "she fucks with you head" and "a gaping vagina". Of course for me that doesn't matter yet since in all honesty, i don't understand much on the science without feeling a scary nervous type uncomfortable.  He was going to get something between me and her happen. Which I found out he is a friend of Pete's. So I might hope a dream comes true.

Before I left oceana, I saw Lauren, she said hi and we were on the nice " have you enjoyed your night ". Then just outside the lodge, I saw Chloe and the friend who grabbed me to get Chloe earlier, the tone flied to "go away Mattie", then sudden I got a punch in the arm. Chloe just lightly punched me. Oh and ruby and I hugged again then said, " go and find chels then kiss her". As I walked to kiss her, she was talking to the guy that mentioned to me she's with him, but she was arguing, I think she noticed me silently walk off.

By now it was nearing 3:30 and I was leaving, I was very close to have a mini fapping fantasy come true and I didn't realize it. as I left I was speaking to this couple and also this girl that was a nice size with blonde curly hair, she was happy and we talked about jobs to girls to even being famous on Facebook was my job, which its part of a job but not my main focus. Then the girl on the guys lap started seducing me with eating a hotdog, I wasn't turned on as I like to be.

Then I passed the burger van, issie and Hannah were about to order, I thought to myself, I might be able to pul this off and help her indulge or just watch her or encourage her. 

I walked up to the counter, then I started to get a £5 note out, miss h got the hint I was offering to pay, she was having mixed opinions about it, more so she knows what I was hoping, which went into a conversation about her feeling like shit for me finding her partly attractive from her appetite. Then Hannah joked about me buying everyone food. Then I mentioned buying Emma the pizza hut giftcard, which to date, its the best present I could of thought of on a surprise. Both were not surprised but more unsure on why and if I got an invite. I said a bit more, but they were not happy about me trying that. 

Now I ran to jesters, it was packed down there and I was about to realise there were more friends that I thought. As I started dancing after the £4 entry, I saw Hannah, we hugged and this guy was trying to get down with her and she actually said I was her boyfriend, I smiled a fair bit, me and Keisha hugged too, the dancefloor was not as slippery. Also a selfie of us

The selfie

Then I saw my favourite McDonald's worker, with her smile the same beauty as normal.  she hardly looked fat, since she's been worried about it sincer her appetite become well, goddess tier. We hugged and I squeezed a bit tightly. Then it got nice with her roommate I saw on Tuesday hugging me. She reminds me of Sammy very much. But just  single and a nicer to me mostly. Then we danced after they went to the bar, i had a shot of water, the bar tender was looking at me with evil intent and it was nice tp pour in. Then while trying to dance, the other friend was making out pretty quickly, with another guy in a white shirt trying to pull jess, I was jealous but I'm not starting fights there.

I noticed Alannah and checked on her, she said she was ok but swaying from left to right was a bit of a risk but she managed i did kiss her on the cheek. Soon after more nice tunes. Muneetha noticed me and I think the majority was hugging her, it was too good to stop, I was even aroused. Jess gave me odd looks, which I felt guilty, but she might forget. Then again, that's is how hugging girls can feel like. There was a point where muneetha slipped on the floor and I party saved her, she thanked me and most of what she said was "I love you". Then it was time to leave at 4:30. Jess had left way before then :(.

I ran to caffeine club to find no one there, ran u to goodbodies and I saw Alannah by Cuba, she was sleepy and I did offers her subway since the queue is long and she said she was ok then some guy told her how bad she looked in a drunk sense and I was not amused but as hermit says in memes now "but that's not my business". 

As I got to goodbodies, I was at the counter then I hear a " HI MATTIE". I try to rush the order of a black Americano and pay £1.99 then I sit with them, it turns out she was heartbroken from her being in the cleanup on fb a few months ago. It was a casual conversatiob for most of it, catching up, but it turned into a deep one, which I know was getting to me, I could feel years out of my eyes. But it covered

 eyebrows, 

girls using me 

Sto searching for love and let it arrive

The Wagamamma story with Emma, 

Me running everywhere

Her carrer as a hair dresser and bar wench for towie celebs, I made that bit feel awkward. 

I put my heart on my sleeve. 

The americano for £1.99, i paid cash this time

She was singing some Adelle that was blasting on TV and also there was a relationship domestic with the table behind us, the security were nosing in but they took it outside. Then the staff had ketchup fights. But by 5:30, we left after I ate some of the leftover food then headed to Cuba

Now Cuba was closed, so I walked to the how, it was nearing 6am and I notice how nice it looked, dark wither the moon above but the calmness of the flags. Typing this up was a good plan at that point, but I felt drowsy.

The top view of the Hoe at 5:50 or so

Later on, it gets lighter

Much lighter but still before dawn

After getting drowsy, I needed a kick, so I wandered around, tesco had some reduced sushi and sandwich but not worth the price, so I went McDonalds for a muffin and smoothie. That was £4.18 and tasted nice, then more blog post typing for an hour. 

A Sausage and egg mcmuffin with no cheese and a Pear and Passionfruit medium smoothie, all for £4.18

We or I then walked to find a toilet, all the onesin drake circus were closed, so I found one in Breton side, as I walked down there, I noticed a couple kising each other goodbye, it made me feel alone, but I know I can make that real if I do life a certain way. The toilets were OK in cleanliness terms but hot tap water was a happy idea. 

After more wandering around, I was sitting down at a park near uni, with 2 fountains and a  nice seating area. That was a nice hour of reflection. The wind was getting to be chilly and then it was a walk around until 11:30.

Viewing at about 8:45

The park looking towards the spar with the subway in North Hill

But while in town, I was lucky enough to see not one but two girls of some dreams, of course there was the girl I offered my number to, but I didn't get the chance to say hi, instead, iI was served by a nice chap who was pushing to sell me a samsung galaxy fame to me and a contract, but nearly the moto g for my dad at £130 outright.

Then I browsed apple, not much, a girl was convincing her dad to buy her a macbook air and the old laptop died was an excuse. I was very tempted to copy fcp to my USB, it would not work to be unseen doing that. 

After I popped into bank (the fashion store. Now I saw one of the most amazing and beautiful girls I know of who was doing some stock checking, i did pass the time and looked at rucksacks before i made a big leap and said hi,  but the best part is, we know each other only through instagram and twitter, then we chatted, i might of shocked her when i said "lucky" when she was working :(, since this was a first time meet, its fresh slate. But hopefully the week after next will make a deciding factor on a chance or if it will be too late. But in the end, I didn't need that guy from last night's help to get this far. Then it was a case of running for the bus. 

Sadly, the bus didn't stop at mutley, it was the 83, so I had to run further which was going to be a knackering kill for me. But I got to Crownhill 5 minutes earlier and I saw no sign f the bus until 3 minutes later. But I paid and got on, with exact change too. 

And that ends a long blog. I mean a long one, maybe it was worth £4.18 to help me get energy to finish it on what happened. But for now, it is a lot of relaxation and drink except coffee and booze. 

You might see me when the geese are celebrated for another year. 

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omracer's Weekend Away: A cuban first kiss

So, with the August bank holiday approaching, i was offered the oppoturnity by the house to work on finally getting that first kiss. Now even though it might not be a perfect one since the night after is the legendary BANK HOLIDAY, its clear that i need to make the effort, sure this means i might not feel like i've been in love and sure i'm wasting my effor since i'm not waiting, but its a thing to mention anyway.


So, the days have been ok, sure i have been busy at work and even a hetic day from printing 100 pages then reprinting it to tablet wifi fixing and "I LOST MY KEYS". But i got home and it was time to pack, I put a few things in my rucksack from misco which includes:

• 2 pairs of pants
• 2 pairs of socks 
• 1 pair of jeans (i'm wearing the other pair)
• 2 t-shirts that i'm usually known for when clubbing
• Laptop + charger
• The famous BNGI onesie
• Some muffins i bought from a guy in work for £1.50

A list of the above

The Muffins and brownie i bought for £1.50

I got changed, rushed in to find my sister was about to wash her car which even though did suprise me, she greeted me and asked how i was then i greeted the cat and before you know it, i ran for lidl. Now even though i did run for the bus, i realised i missed the 86 which was going to be at 6:20 so i ran for the 83 instead which was at 6:35, the run was longer since i had a rucksack that was nearly ready to burst on my back, but i still made it by 2 minutes but then it was late by another minute,

Leaving Lidl for the bus

I started vlogging and even filmed myself buying the ticket but afterwards it was a reasonable busy journey, sunny weather while passing through horrabridge and then it was a case of having to get off at a stop then run to the house. I'm admitting that it was quite a new thing since i've not had more than one night away from home since i went on holiday in 2012, but if i was wanting to make sure i could get that first kiss and catch up to the rest of this society, then you have to push your own limits, maybe even fight for it, and since August is ending and the final months of this heart shattering, guys that don't deserve to be with the people that just feel they can get whatever they want with a click of a finger year, i'm hoping i can finally get that chance and prove myself and finally catch up.

Playing games on my laptop on a bus

I made it to morrisons then ran to the house, which was pretty quick. But i got there in about 20 minutes which wasn't too bad. The weather was sunny but slightly cloudy which didn't really help, that and it was getting into september style coldness. But i was greeted by Taylor then she said both were in, then we went to petes room which he was having some vibes. After catching up and talking about stuff in life and exs and the plans for tonight, me and swaggy headed out to the bus stop to pick emily up, then actually the night out begins here.

So, us 3 went to the caffine club, which is a pretty ok 24 hour cafe, but we chatted from various things, Holly sends here love and kisses to me (one of her uni friends) and some of it went pretty deep, i mean it was like home truths at some point, but at least they understand where i'm trying to come from, emily even said i was too good for emma, which made me feel a bit worried but thats a mini fact and all. It took ages to get some food ordered, well i was taking a long time, i mean i ended up having a black americano and a portion of chips to let everyone share. The total cost of that was £4.70, which is not too bad i guess. Since a burger and chips (no drink) was £4.95 so 2 for £0.20 less.

The chips for £2.50 and the Coffee (Black americano) for £2.20

Then the rest of the house arrived and it was nice fun banter, some i did try to record but it was a meh affair, from an idea of revenge at a nightclub to well work stuff to even hitting girls (if they asked to hit you, would you etc) which was slightly odd. I also finished a hotdog that ash had eaten but he missed the coselaw and stuff. I also talked to Eloise for the first time who was super nice and irl reminded me of a friend of Janines, Lindsey A. But we hasd a mini heart to heart, me and her and her friends next to her. But then i walked out with the rest who waited outside for me

Soon after, we all went to Scholar which was just up from there, i mean this was not too bad and alot of ideas went on as well as chat up techniques, i'll admit that Emily was acting like a pretty good pickup artists style with the teaching and advice, There was this one 29 year old that looked similar to BC bonnie but was using a pickup line like "Would you ride me like Shergo" or "Would you ride me like seabiscuit" which was some references to Horse Racing, But then there was this nice blonde girl which was cute, with sparkle eyes, a flowery top and was with 2 other people, She was nice and we chatted but i was not comfortable at all with it in the end, i mean she wasn't doing much conversation, then again nor was i. But i did have my first shot glass of water.

The shot from Scholar

Now it was 11:00pm and time for cuba, which this is where things heat up, i mean it. After paying to get me and Nath in (£1 each except for taylor since shes staff), it was a quick look around, but then as i was ordering a drink, this girl came up next to me and we started to chat, now she was pretty drunk (not wasted but tipsy at least) she had black hair, a nice smile with some pirecings, a smallish figure but her accent was nice too. She was talking about how much of an alchoholic she is and if she worked in cuba, she would be drinking too much stock, but after we both ordered, she went to the pole and i got my drink. But i was not about to realise the fate that was in store. 

The glass from cuba i think

Now James and emily were telling me what i should do next which i was nervy but she said and guide me with body language. We danced on the pole together, we were grinding a slight bit, but after a short while, by pete and ash chatting both of them up, i was sat next to her. Emily winked and nodded to get me to touch her legs which i was shy and for some reason, getting aroused, why since she wasn't my dream figure, i don't know but i was, The girl noticed and she said "you can touch my leg if you want" so i stuttered and tried to, she helped a little bit then she said "are you okay" a few times and said "i've never been with a guy so shy before" which made it snap, i mean she thought we were together, so it was VERY close, i stutter when trying to say something then we got off the table and then she asked "do you want to make out" then i said yes and that was it, i mean we kissed, i mean we actually had tongue to tongue contact, i didn't move it much but holy shit something i've dreamed and needed to do i was doing, even if it was for a mere 30 seconds or less. Then we sat back up the cuba bar and then i asked "can we take a selfie" which i didn't really make it clear since i did a scene, then she kissed me on the cheek then we made out again (on video). She said "don't use too much tongue" i murmured "sorry" but everyone was shocked with glee, my rush and energy was flowing through and then i whispered in her ear "you were my first", maybe i shouldn't of but then she asked "how old are you", i said "21", she replied, "thats cute". 

From then on, my mind was in a rush, not the "OMG I love you so much" rush but the fact i've managed to do this after years of wanting to rush. Everyone was happy, maybe its pointless and a bit late to catch up but i finally have and even though i didn't know her or even that she has a slimmer figure, i was glad to finally know what it feels like. Which i heard the "smooching" sound, i felt her tounge, and it was exactly the way i could expect a kiss (if i was some smug cunt, which i can partly say i am now). But she wandered off then i ended up hugging her mate who said "i'm so happy for you", her mate had a nicer belly but i didn't care about desires, this was catching up, so i made up for many late years. 

The kiss

Now, cuba was too intense for me at this point, i think i nearly cried when hugging James and Emily for helping me to make this happen, but i was almost feeling like fainting. Shortly after most of us were chatting in the smoking area even my sister was involved but i did offer the chance she could join for predrinks which is the reason why. But we left for bacbar. Pete and ash left for some time to reach for the skies. 


Now sadly an old problem just have to fucking happen. The problem, i'm leaving it at that since its too bitchy and ££££ to explain. But its not forgotten. If you know what i mean, then just ask me in person or PM or something.
After that talk and then talk about open relationships and other things, we went back into cuba, although emily left at this point and i hugged her good, which also a meal might be in the cards next week. After it was more dancing and active stuff until 2am, which everyone else decided to leave and i went to jesters.

The Bacbar wrist strap

The cuba wrist strip

One the way to jesters, i saw an old college mate of mine, who is actually attractive but of course not vice versa, we chatted normally then she changed her tone when i was trying to vlog it, then she just called me a freak and just expected me to go like a fly in the trash, of course i cba with arguements so i just left and walked into jesters. But when i got near there, i saw a girl i was formerly attracted too, Jodie, she said hi then "i love you" then a sassy "thanks for making me feel better", i walked down and then some guy said "you should of got with her", i said "she already has someone", we then ended up having a casual talk before i walked in and paid for Jesters.

The Jesters Stamp

Jesters was casual, i mean sure it wasn't packed but it wasn't exactly empty either. So i decided to explore, sure there were some good looking girls but it was more than what people would think there were. There were some good looking girls but it wasn't easy to chat them up. Then it was time to get over back to the house, or then i ended up going oceana. 

Going oceana and when i got there, it was packed when people were leaving, i saw amber and chatted up some girls, but it wasn't too easy to get done. Then i walked back to the house via cuba, then it was more intense. After that, i noticed a friend of brontis when she introduced herself and then we had a selfie then she was told that i'm a really good person. Raved in Cuba, turns out I met a mate of Bronti, then it was more dancing, she held her leg on my hand, saw Stacey's mate, Jo, lovely figure, then left, after it was to the house, only to find that they were empty, went Cuba again, then more dancing and then caffeine club for a coffee, after, a homeless guy I chatted to when a girl was getting violent when offered £20 for a bj. He was a nice chap. Nicer than others.

Caffine Club entrance

The drink with a spoon and sugar as well for £2.20, on the card :)

North Hill

Then i got to the house, and it was pretty locked tight, i know i didn't call but i didn't know if they would answer the phones. So i went to various places. Texaco and saw a decent newspaper then i got told "this is not a libary" so i walked away, then later on, i walked to Goodbody's and have an espresso that was £1.45. 

The espresso for £1.45

After that it was time to head off to the house to get this all ready and uploaded. I noticed it was longer to get up and i was buzzing from the coffee. 
But all in all, it was a good night and i was lucky to have that at a good night :). The kiss was amazing and a part of my life is complete.