Saturday, 31 December 2022

The Shakey 2022 Year in Review - Part 2

 As we then continue for the last 6 months, things get tiring, tough and also interesting for some of the choices, I'll be honest and say that Videos and content was going to be slow,  it was finally time to enjoy what would end up one HOT FUCKING SUMMER and also big choices to deal with. Just in case you skipped the 1 6 months, the music video from 2022 is below







July: 


We already dive in to so many ideas and things were getting blurry, from the House up for Sale to some FF chats from someone from Northern ireland or the north at least. But it was getting to have long nights and soon all nighter would be happening more with ACTUAL video call with someone new. 


The sign up for sale 






But as it goes, it ends up with plans to get things sorted  the walks were shaking fists the entire time and what i argued about back then actually ended up happening on multiple occasions in that future. But also night habits made me question other thigns too. 


The Horses on the final few times I would get to walk around here from home 



For lunch today. Beef pastrami, steak wotsits, katsu curry rice, rice, chicken stock 5 spice curry, burger sauce and waffle cone









But as some girl 15 years older than me messaged me asking for feeding I eventually had to be clear with the age and that ended that, Also finally messaging an actual celeb on there from gluttony fame in that site got a reply which was cute too. But fuck it it was time to cycle to a Supplier for the 1st time this year for getting things sorted due to one visit and a day off , So it was to get that and it worked out since of the fact of this cheap slice of Desert for like £1.  Plus it was the realisation that the Sour cherry GFuel in work has expired so that was time to mix it with what was left for the Green apple, which for the months to come was going to be the case on that and really showed how it might affect me too.  As summer approached, waffle cones on things was a nice idea. 


The Bike and the caramel shortbread for £1 



The wait for road 




Mixing the GFuel







But it was then the Tuesday and yet again things happened with more texts out of the blue, which really was going to be the case of some big mistakes and realising that now too. But we then start to reflect on those parts,  it was the summer months of walking Rosie near the river and talking in bits and pieces. Plus this was the end of the PM of Boris, yes that LONG ago and also saw insects which make it nice to see that outside the show now the sign outside the shop. Plus my voice might need to be sorted. Plus ore questions like things I'll need to ask the therapist when i see them next year (yes its been a year since getting that  even planned out) and 


The voice on my goals 









The river in the evening 



the bugs in the shop 




The first time to try a Vegan bombay pasty. 


But it was nearing the time to have a first skype call with someone, now shes nice and got a cute accent and also is a nice size, and it ends up being a case of being able to stay up for most of the night, which is a complete change in things to be fair, Like its something new which I've never had before, especially from the past 2 years when video calls were the only way to socialise to be fair, that never happened to me. then 2 years later I get multiple ones. But getting to know her was nice, sure it was while she was doing coke but it felt nice but little did I know things were going to be more connected than I thought. 



Realising the past week., 











It then leads to another day which was that monday, I still can't remember that but it ended up a nice long evening ruin to Lamerton and back and the dry evenings make it better, Soon this would be a much more common occurrence later on in the months ahead. But its not that bad really. 


The Road back home 



Running up a hill 







Orange Juice for lunch 


But again I've heard alot more questions this time its to learn about Head, especially as it was leading up to 










But as preparations for the Carnival underway, an old message commented on the below on a pic of me and it was making me thing is it the right time to connect but ah well. 
It was then very much approaching the big day. Which lead to finally getting tradition vlogs and blogposts back up for this as it was always near this time of year. 







The selfie in the morning 



Fun Fairs 



The procession



The Steam Roller coming down the hil 

But then it was trod catch up with all nightery to get the video editing sorted for that vlog which even with some parts of things, its also getting to be the chance of a FIRST MEETUP of the year, well iot was going to be apparently but I was to find out this was yet another mixed attempt. But this was also after another message from a scottish cutie that turns out wants to be immobile due to some ideas. But it was also a message from a favourite friend which she was in distress in a non money reason. But I had to sort it out while cycling home which was the final time of a working battery.  This was on the way home from Cycling back from Oke yet again and this was the time of losing the USB drive so that was the end of that.








The Video editing in the bedroom 


The Bottle of Water







The Cycle back on the path



But then I got home and finally to talk to her to ask her how things were too, since its important since she's amazing in looks and size and personality. 








For lunch on Wednesday #1 , a bottle of volvic water gifted from a friend 




For lunch #2 on Wednesday. A chicken mayo sandwich worth £1.80 



This was also the time of exchanging numbers with a chap that was hanging around in work and pleading me to give him a job and this went on for MONTHS, I mean 3 months to be exact, but it did have some company albeit it will cause regrets for next year. and to be fair it was leading to the fact of the start of getting BeReal which was a new type of network like Dailybooth and that in itself was a nice concept and its been going for mostly months from this point, and gives a real perspective, sure months later was going to be used for my running around. Especially as it was getting to muggy which makes it tough when cycling. 

The first Be real of cycling 



The first ever be real 



From breakfast today. A malt wheaties and ketchup toasted sandwich 


So it then lead to the first things of getting to real shit of big mistakes and having to seriously consider cutting off them and it was going to be panic excuses one by one. Like this was with the summer of work real to kick in, the #ukheatwave to make a difference and political turmoil was fast approaching. this was on top of more but reports take about 230 minutes to them ban them. But the house was getting empty and the purchase of the new house was there and it really goes to a bit of stress. and from no table to other bits gradually moving about.  But that week was one of these catch up ones too, with posts to be done.  There were some depression messages about too but also finding a friend of a girl i do crush on and buy clips off is interesting too though both have settled down relationships so its a one way if i do want to make effort if say going up to a night out the London events. 














It was then coming up to the final weekend of the July and a birthday to day with Dad, which  had to take the Saturday off,  which that in itself was nervre wracking and even had to deal with especially with the move and having still deal with phone calls which were to the mobile and I kid you not tis gets that is how I lost one customer for the exact same sort of thing two years ago. But Also was a case of a friend of another girl i crushed on and fed years ago doing clips too. 

Skechers, little did I know they would a save my life in the months to come 





The views of the Barbican 



The expensive but nice-ish food 








The SailGP ships being moored in 



Google Maps AR to walk to the Bus with 



But alas it was nice since it meant a weekend to get things done and also find out the truth of where the future was going for me, I was still standing by my choices now really and I was going to be getting to deal with a lot of change. But that Sunday was nice to get some chores done and even deal with the first day of dealing with a bike with no working battery. Even with a test of the brakes to get some kit to make hot Pot Pasties in the future, well mum did anyway. 



For breakfast part 1 today. A burnt toasted gherkin Chocco nussa sandwich 



The very heavy cake 




For a £7.94 shop in Morrisons today. Minced beef hotpot for £6, £1.25 for jus roll shortcrust pastry and £0.69 for a BLT Sandwich  







The bike is clean 




For tonight. Pretzel dogs curly fries  gherkins panko breadcrumbs in curry sauce mayo and salad 






But then it was August and things were going to show their true colours and I was just in a regressive state and realising that it was only son to  1 month left of Living in Tavi.  Or so I found,. 


August: 


So it ends of the positive notes and it was a first weekend of the summer and last weekend and it was going to finally look at where my distances will lie, which was going to be the case. So it starts with being to have that visit and also get a video on it, since it was a nice time off to edit myself while I had the time to have off. 






Along Roads 



Up Exhausting lanes 



A bereal of what home will be in the months ahead 


But then it was that cycle home in the about 35 minutes mark without the bike battery, let alone how the bike was going to be facing challenges of its own, But eventually I got home which was nice and still in the light since it was august.  So Rosie had her walk and then it was the case of seeing what I wanted for a meal and it ended up. 



The Dog in the field 




A Selfie when eating the heavy elderflower cake 


So it ends up getting the chance to watch some Lego on Netflix while making tea and also household chores before parents were supposed to arrive back the day after.  Especially as for ther vlog side, that was where we end it there. 












From Monday night. Chinese chicken curry, crispy egg fried rice, salad, ketchup may 2 in one, chocolate waffle


Some late night clothes organising and  all that from last Monday


But it ended up dealing with the fact that next year Big Brother has gone to ITV along with ITVX launching later on in the year. 




So, it gave me a wait to catch up with a time to getting the post typed up.  But it gives me the chance to be able to keep working non stop and it was also to the point of more visits in that emergency stye of things. Well imaging getting texts for emergency its and piece es to sort out for the most of the ENTIRE WEEK. Especially as it was leading to a potential meet for the first time in years but alas as that tells me, it does not tell me how things are to end up. 







As work or the day after came though, texts and calls were being missed with the signal on where I had to go ands sort out that on top but it ends up a plan to sort out that but  I should know how things turn out by now. So i say that but it ends up no contact at all, so we have to decide...nothing.  So it ends up the day to finally talk to someone special about this and it it made me realise about it. Plus it was only 1 week until a Phone appointment to see what could be the case with the down there issues and well hat in itself was going to be a talk and a bit with conflicts. But that weekend was having to clear the attic out due to the way things work out with the move in the next month.


The Be Real with the pokemon cards 





But it ends up one of the THE HOTTEST Days and I ended up doing a visit to pick up last minute stock for a customer that week, which was the first time having fast food by myself in years.  This was an achievement for sure which was half of one of the goals I set myself out for this year. Especially with the chance to be able to have a Tango Ice blast for the first time in many years too. 








The Mask when stating the afternoon break from waiting for a supply to come though




The KFC 




Drinking a sugar free Tango Ice Blast 

As that eas ending it was going to then be the week of the appointment with things going somewhat busy and scary with if anything should come up. Since it was getting to the having to clear things and prepare for the move out mark. But Summer food is in the way.  And learning about the fact of breadcrumbing 



The burgers from that night after getting home late. 




So it comes to that factor and it was working on that day of the appointment, which I mentioned to that fact i closed the shop for this  and well instead of a call, a text appeared from the one that I was meant to meet with back on that Monday, with NO reply since, it was some truth spilling out that I should just turn up without any announcement or time, which can be the way of my fate and that was to ask a big favour too as usual. But as this happened, the call from the consultant and I explained that there is some way it needs to have a look since I don't know how to explain it, minus a burning every so often but as drinks from the heat, it was needing to feel that sensation more. In the end of that it was the case to realise what was happening and it felt time to change it. 



Catching up after the appointment 












A night shot on the Thursday 




another catch up on the run home 









This weekend was another one to to finally take things easy while clearing out things to the caravan since it was soon to be founding out on the state of the caravan that was to be condemned . But it was also a birthday that gave me memories from the past years and what could have been. Plus it was time to block that number from the chaos that happened last week. Plus the it weas nice to have some Salt and shake crisps from memories years ago since they got popular again. 

The Orange juice 




The caravan fuill while packing it in there   



The Popcorn and Salt and shake bag 






But this was where the strikes for the trains coming in which this was going to last for MONTHS and mot many were going to find out how bad this was going to be. Like that and my belly was getting VERY itchy which it gets to the fact eurax was the key on this. But I have to plan out how to manage all of this but with the move it was time to really make some money back. 





This was also the case that minus getting woken up on, it was to be dealing with having to rejoin tinder at some point with that never even happened, especially as Feabie was sounding better and getting some friendships from the community. 







Video Editing at  night 





The belly covered in eurax 



Keeping to work and also being knows that late mornings would be a rare occurrence was going to be the case, so it was the luck to have some of them. Now with a Chinese takeout and also more mornings in, it was soon time to enjoy a walk to then have a roast at grandparents which to be fair was soon to be the last in months to come.  



For m Wednesday night. Chicken nuggets, chicken crisps, salad, sweet chilli and duo chocolate spread






The be real of Finley sleeping 










The Leaves falling a bit earlier for the sumer now 



The takeaway Rost Pork which was quite delish but £8.50  




The walk at Quay, which posh cars  were blocking roads and also new houses being made here quite recently and that in itself was the final time here this year 





So that leads us in to the last few weeks of summer, since with the vlog behind edited in between times of this work and weekends, it was to get that and also Visits were going their distance that fair bit more now.  With no messages on Feabie and Texts seeming to dry up minus a  that I skype every so often while she needs company to do an all nighter. But in the end it works out pretty fine. Sure thew friend in work was getting pretty busy on that side which was causing that interference but also did help as and when it really needed it. 







Especially as it was getting to the point of a long cycle to Gunnislake  which was going to be practice for the distance I was soon to do much more daily basis really. But it actually was not as much hill effort, but realizing it takes time to know how it will go. Which leads to finishing a vlog and Saints Row releasing and hearing the bad form that it happened with its review window.

More Wet and foggy cycles on the monday



Saints Row to be showing




The Cycle up the hill to Tavi back when I lived there




The Vlog is sorted and ready to upload



As it ends to the last few days before the big bank holiday, the final Bank Holiday in Tavi as it would NORMALLY be, it felt surreal, but my legs as they do every few mot, get spots and it would always cause that itch and months later the same thing happens multiple times. Heck even in Christmas time.

 

The Be real to be working online


The Lunchbox the friend brought in on his summer off


The nasty bites

 

 But then it ends up needing a clear out with the final Bank holiday weekend gone, it ends up to be the final few days, with a mini lie - in and then work and means a chance to have a night walk with Rosie, possibly so far being the last or so walks on the moors in 2022.

 











But as it lows and knows it can feel with a chance of the summer has been getting to know someone new, a friend of a friend with lovely hair, a interesting appetite and  also getting a influencer, but the friendship of us actually gives something special and the mutual friend we have shows his true colours later on. But other famous feeding influencers are not reading messages until months later, BUT like even a new local girl with a cutie belly and eyes let me have access to private pics but never messaged back when i invited her to even go to the Fireworks together early. 






As it comes to the final days, more scammers appear, I get left on Read by a near London Queen as well as the messages to ones that never reply. But it ends up getting back to the conversations from a person form the past which repeats the same old shit as before and eventually it leads to having to get that chapter closed. But it was Also  the choice of give up with searching and just go to the OF sub life.





The cardboard to take home on an evening off, one of the fair last times to do this



Sunsets on the moors Rosie used to be walked

So that leads to this big month of change and really making its mistakes and planning how the future will be, even if it is the time to start typing up how this will be. 


September: 

Well, this is the scary month and things go downhill. Since the Move wass in weeks and it was going to be the case of finding out the national news. But we first go into the fact that the battery for the Bike was going to save me, or so i thought at first , since the website for the battery I need was saying out of stock, but this other battery was A BIG BIGGER. 

the comparasion of the 2 batteries


So that leads to the stress levels high, work getting busy with the planning of releases and also still the friend was the start to see what happens,  sure it was eating on desks and the cat not minding at all. But with a blocked number and the move, focus was all i needed to have and it felt like that. But sure it was the point the shakes were constant daily. But it was so rushed to be the weekend. Clearing cupbaords and more itchy legs. Plus it was nice to chat again to help with a laptop when a friend was in trouble, sure not a donated one but she got what she needed and more bond in that way, she checkled up on me whcih was nice too.

From Thursday night. Chicken beef rice fajita sauce curry, waffle cone, salad, beef , chive popchips and salad cream
 

Finely and that stare

 

 

  

From Saturday lunch of an Oreo doughnut and sausage rolls that was gifted from a friend

 

 

Walks on the moors

 

 

 

 

From Sunday brunch. Chicken and potato salad toasted sandwich


Clearing out the cupboards





More leg bits as the warm weather goes


But this starts out to talk  to someone new and hopefully see if it leads to something expanding and the lifestyle with her is there ins but the distance, like this could work and it was a friend of a a girl i used to feed in a way so maybe, this could work out. But as things are, it didn't click, probably the distance and something else. But as coming home to see  the house more empty, Monster for the first time and then the news on the 8th with the queen dying, it felt a very unique time to be around but it was also the time of Lizz Truss in and it was not going to be long before that saga ended. Another asking for feeding both over here and in the states which also ended to be the chance to get the blogpost caught up. 


The monster, the donut and the sausage
 

The bedroom being smaller and emptier
 

 

A run home on the friday after work
 

 

More scammers

But then it was the final weekend in the house, with the weather still lovely and the gypsy selling me some good luck charms, for £5, I knew i was going to need it.  But it was also the final time to use my Desktop before moving,  since it was to get things rolling an the post typed up. 

Reflecting over the past days




The Lucky charms


A view of Tavi from the field almost one last time


From tonight. Sweet chilli fajita seasoning mix naked noodle soup





For a £8.50 lunch takeout today. Roast pork, roast potatoes, carrots, parsnips, gravy , Yorkshire pudding



Cabinets cleared out for sure 



Then more boxes 



The desk was getting there 





 As the choices and finding out there are some positives to the virgin at 30 nearly. It was also the final 2 days and with the night coming up to it, it feels a big change. But it was spending the final night at home before this new choice and more things going behind backs which I get the choices but it made it feel like this would be a temporary, even as mum said once that if it doesn't work out something could be found or a way to move on, but I know i have to start doing that myself in the 2023. This wasd the final night and I cained it with being able to watch Cyberpunk Edge Runners that just came out a week or so ago, 









It really felt eeary to remind myself of the times and my fucking god it brings back over 20 years of memories. 






A Selfie before getting home 




The empty house 




The look at the bedrooms




A lounge full of memories form watching German Disney channel on satellite to the many videos being made 




A selfie before the filming and talking

And as that night came up, it made me realise that things will not be as settled for a long time, Sure even though being home for Christmas ain't too bad but when it comes back to the daily grind, it really makes a day much longer and arguments about what I said would happen are soon actually happening.

But I ended up going for it , which I had to then get the move started, Bringing over a Router and also the Smarty Sim which I had to get activated since of the £20 per month plan for unlimited as well as a external antenna to then get it internet ready. I was to learn that next year better plans are around, or faster non limiting ones.  But the food was rich for that few days since it was going to be the first weekend in the new place. 



Fishcakes and chips for the first meal





The Bedroom for the first night 



Shopping from the first visit 



Wating for the bus home 



As it ends up, it was questions to ask and even when changing location on feabs, it turns out that even one more scammer appeared so that did not stop. It was then to have a Chinese with the family and i was non stop shaking throughout that week, with fears coming across and knowing its going to be some arguments in the coming weeks i could feel it, but reflecting on it now, a lie and whatsapp can help make things better. But for now it was having to unpack bits and pieces gradually. 


The Chinese shared with family although I felt too stressed to eat 




Morning Views form the new house 







a Desk to finally start doing things with and working 



But it was then the start of getting things done and alot of long nights and even months later was going to be some long nights to get home and get used to this. Plus riddles with the start of Mcdonalds monopoly made me understand the approach of what the future would be in that. From tying a post up and watching spiderman cartoons, to even a piece a metal in a lidl pot of pasta. 



The typing up of the post 


A metal bead in a pasta pot 

a drive home after shopping 



there was an attempt to cycle home which that was an argument about this which soon would not matter as I would use other shoes to really show my power on getting home without hassle. But that was the day after and learning to use a road to get home and it will be wanting to build up on that. 







The Be Real of cycling and wating for the car home





Waiting at Gulworthy for a lift home

To be fair though, that was a long day and would not be the last of them, especially in the winter months to come. This was also a weird message with someone venting and also a message with the aftermath of a reply from someone that wanted to pay me to join their OF but also had been banned from feabs a few times so this was like her 3rd profile. I've seen a trend and sometimes one or 2 i still end up messaging or have them message me in the end. 

But as it goes, sunsets were happening and it was going to be the first relaxing weekend  and the first chance to do a dogwalk and since the basis of the Voip system was working as far as I thought, it was good to enjoy it, but it was a sign to go to a village nearby and see how long it would take if i ever needed to do that route. So the vlog of the walk to calstock was sorted. 









The Bereal when in Calstock


The path on the way back 



The view from down the hill .


But then that was the last time I've walked down that far and back up again since the time to have that to do was not easily get the time to, but in the summer next year might be the case if i'm still around by then.  But it was a tour of the house at the same time from the rooms and it has its moments but feels older than the old house too. 

The Kitchen 



The Lounge 




The office or what could be another bedroom 




The my bedroom 


But then it was looking like more video editing and the end of some trainers before things were going to change, like FIFA coming out for the final time before the name change, which was leading to the 2 year anniversary and the reason why the shop will work to be the case. Especially as this year was going to be some big events. Since it was also a message from a girl the past and my mind has a what iff moment which leave that mind with me in the end for me to see if it means it could work out.  But also messaging car style girls into this was interesting too, which proves the north is really better for the girls i like and it does prove it more and more. 


RIP the Trainers 



More video editing for this to work 




FIFA out in the end of the week 




Long evenings and getting to bed at night 




When i didn't get time to use the desktop 




Clear skies on another shakey wait for a lift home 

But then it was time to run home for many of them times and it was the final 2 months to come through, like really it gets nowhere with progress but at the same time it shows how my life was going to get busy for sure. 



More video edting to catch up, especially with what was soon to happen. 


October: 

So this was going to ty be t aspect of the final way to get videos sorted and this was to prepare for this big year and it was to going to be an exhausting month ahead.  So we finally have to catch up with blogposts and also it was the first test to go for another run, well running home was soon to be a very common aspect to the day to day life soon enough. But it was nice to take the back road to get home. 

The blurred run on the hill to get partly home 



The route to get to gulworthy 


As it then lied to become the first weekend and the final meal taking grandparents out to show them the house, little did I know this would be the final time to, with shakings and seeing old schoolmates with his partner and the views from Louis's, which I was trying to work out how to clean the Skechers which was soon to be a very important health needed for my feet. It was nice i will admit,  But it was nice to keep them clean by hanging on the washing line of all things. 



The Roast from the Tea rooms 



The Skies and clouds 



The Skechers 



The monitors and PC was finally setup and needed to get it done since work and online was needing to catch up with bits and the posting of pictures was really behind, so that was most of twitter but the dual monitor setup was soon to have an idea of how things were needed. 



The Monitors up and running, 

It was some plans to see how  it was going to work out with the powerline kit and the internet, with the guess of knowing there was a plug at the bottom which make it easier to get things organised. Plus the drives were still working as they were too. Soon would be the plan to upgrade the MacOS Side of things. But it works out to get back to the chance with working as normal. As it keeps to catch up for things in the new year and also long nights for typing up and questions as a new freelance was to help out. But cycling  for work as normal makes it be. 


The cycle on wet roads 






Long nights to get home in the bathroom 



As it gets to week work with preparation to make sure I was ready for the fair, since of new distances and the weather was going to rain or change so quickly. I was not sure on it. But with falafels for  lunch one day, realising the useful tactic to use aftershave balm for keeping the scent of me fresh, since motivation to use spray to keep me cool and not as sweat. 









The falafels 




More buses to get home 


But after it goes to having to do visits during the day and that meant a run to a friend's house to deliver him a headset and it was nice to finally enjoy the way home/i mean work.. So like it was good to get some time out. 

The Selfie when running to work on the way back from a friends





A home bus route to wait for again 



But as it means as it gets to be the fact of starting to learn routines of getting home before 6:30 was the deadline and it makes sure I have to deal with the face this consequence, I plan my way on this. But it was also messaging a model and even to this date, the message have not been read. 



The night sky as I was waiting for the lift home 




So, it ends the week of more visits and the next week was going to be the big one, like with the weekend preparing even more. I was able to relax and take that one day off before the week of alot of content editing and things. But I had to worry about it. But It was also the first time to take Rosie to a a new place for a walk in a play park near the Rifle Volunteer.  












The Cat and a woken up selfie 


But alas the energy comes to the demand and it was going to be a long one, since of the back to habits of flirting on feabie BUT I had alot of content to create with the Big Fair. 


With the Fair it was going to be a weird moment with this. But as a visit for a mac issue were needed, I needed to sort that before the start of this event for the quadology series. 







The clear Sky 



The donuts and sausage roll again 



Glowing Fairs 



The big fair, 




Kink memes on the stall 




A View of the Glow of the fair on the way back home 



But then it was time to make the effort with making it the video editing until 2am to get this video up before the deadlines and well it was then the time to get started with the Day vlog of the Fair. This took me a bit of stress from filming  multiple times to even having to get the chance to video edit n the shop during the day. Which worked out REALLY We.....no the friend of mine came in at 4pm and distracted me until 8pm and then I walked him to his house partly which made things easier.  Plus while editing it was nice with talking to a Scottish greedy cutie who checked in on me since I was not getting messages at the time due to working and being busy. 







 



The farmer's market 




A Selfie before filming 




The Amusements 




A look at the fair



The Fair in the square 






The Waffle and lunch 






The video editing 

Once it ends up the evening of that and the rain was keeping to the weather of poor and it was some of the fact of enjoying some of the evening lights, with using some if the music in my mind regarding Cyberpunk Edgerunners. 











The crowds at the fair 




The Fair in glow action 





The Square lit up 




So that selfie with camera glasses 



Then it leads to the first big choice to finally use my skills to run home, well attempt it, since it was a car crash on the road home, which makes things stronger to me and that is where the legs and skechers with the run on the canal path. It was nice a reward 


The shopping to bring home with 




Running in the dark 




The car accident 





Pasta and donuts 



The chance of this made me exhausted and it means to be having to try to juggle things around to get this vlog sorted. Since evening visits were getting busy and having to get busses home and run home is always the harder part. Then on to it was needy feedees keeping it gong with the asking and even a curvage model asking to get to know but does not meet from her profile so that really felt it was going to be a pointless part with a belly bagel.


It was also the first time to take the train since the bus was almost missed so the Bere Alston and that was lucky since the train had little to worry about, but the ride was peaceful but the table was able to let me use the laptop too. 

The extension of the Railway 



The Station 




The Selfie before editing 




The train home 





But then it ends up more towards the Saturday and a repeated train ride.  But it felt nice to catch up with this and also make me realise how the train would be easier. 










The Fair one last time in 2022



The Bus 




The Selfie on the way home 






The Hill up to get home 


so then it ends up the fair over and it was on to the next week and things were starting to pick up quite big time, It even led to some time to get a blogpost review of the VIB console  done while it was most nights video editing at the same time. Especially as soon it was going to be a long cycle for a customer without the battery which the stock was no luck on. 

Toasted Sandwiches in the maker



The VIB Console box 



The USB Type C controller 



its NES





The Cycle home on a evening 



So it was getting more of the vlog sorted during the nights and making the chance to keep going for the videos to be edited, it felt a limbo of time just passing and that headless chicken mode which to be fair, I was not seeing anything yet. Work was going to be busier and almost months later regard that said fucking work with some desktops to sort out and still sort out even months later form the home visits on the Mondays were almost booked up by 1 month in advance. Plus this was a Tine to get an email to get a new freelance work called limitless, same as directly and Little did I know this would help me out with getting Christmas mostly paid for. Plus it was a potential discord meetup which I was slightly talkative in but the dates were going to be quite in a rush of time and demand with the said aspect of well it was always going to be a miss for me. 


So the editing at night 




More runs to the roundabout 




More waits in the dark for the train home 



But as things were carrying on, time was going fast and it was not far off a cycle that would almost ruin me, from long muddy Paths to even nearly collapsing from hills and no battery from Chillaton to Mount Batten which in itself is a long drive let alone cycle without a e-bike battery that should have arrived but thats for the weeks ahead for the consequences of sorting that. But getting lost in a new place i've never been is new and i could have saved time from those routes too. 

A Dark in the day pic 



Passing Saltram 





But eventually I got there and managed to just leave in time or so I was almost thinking not. Like the roads are windy and the hills can be tough too. But even with chavs helping me by encouraging me to go up the hill near the station, I got to the destination and got the bike on the train.




The bike 


As I ended that day, it made me realise that the battery needed to be sorted. Which it did arrive on that and that was HALF of how bad the bike issues were going to be. That journey was an accomplishment for sure. Then again £50 for FUCKING DELIVERY and still arriving 2 DAYS LATER is a joke of WTF. 

The new batter in the bike which even that had its workout 




But then it was just time to work as more normal, as the Half term was progressing and that time of finally getting able to finish this vlog and still babysit people in the shop at the same time. Plus it was the time to go to the Pizza van near home which is every Tuesday to get some Garlic Bread for the first time. 


The Car Park 



£4.50 for garlic bread



As the month was ending, it was scary to reflect how this was over 1 month since moving and the pressure was yet to come, Since on that Saturday before November. So with one buss missed, I got the Bus to go to thr train home, Little did I know that the train was early by about 10 minutes and fuck this was going to cause a headache and the first awakening to finally having to do what I once warned people i would and run home. 

So I got to run most of Bere Alston and then it turns out, on a world of events, the train was leaving just as i was RUNNING near the BRIDGE. So that meant I missed it, and with some clear ish weather, I got ready and then had to pump it to run. But as I ran, A former work neigh picked me up as passing and then drove me to Gulworthy Cross, this then lead me to run down the hill and start a process I would use to get home as normal. This was very good practice for a soon way to commute very much evening by evening. 









November



IT comes to this, November was going to be one month of expenses and preparation and in a way, a sign of what I would get used to in the months ahead before having to plan or what I was going to plan goes out the window. But it was coming up to those in-between events this year and actually that felt nice and a different sign but also at the same time, It made me realise I've got ALOT of pushing myself to go with since of the weather was going to change.  This was also a chance talking to death feedists and also a first chance to get into Facebook Dating, which I was unsure and a few customers have told me they have had success (like in their 50s YES like), but with that and also getting online work which  was going to help with things in the future. 







The nights in the bathroom during crunch time hours 














With the revelation of the new route home and it was also going to be the Bonfire nights, things were looking dark in looks but not to bad in spirit. Since bonfire night was a chance to see the view of them from Plymouth, Strikes appeared yet again so the vlog for the night so th plan of a Bonfire Vlog and train home was OUT of the QUESTION. So it was to get the bus home, have tea then have a look on the main road to see the views of them from the sky. But the fog was not as easy to deal with. 



The Bus home 



A rushed Chicken Tikka before a run with a tripod 




The Caravans and the Fog 




Night photography with the Car zooming past


Which that evening was meant to be a vlog on it but sadly no luck, also this was the limbo time for typing up things and also too to be pretty late nights getting home, which either that or being collected but that was soon to end on the collection and finally have to go the big 6 mile. Plus a First match on FB dating and to be fair i've not had the guts to chat at all yet to any of the FB Matches. 



The first FB Dating match 


But as things go, it was then the start of a full on long week of getting things visited and late nights, since getting home and then making a late tea while watching Anime on netflix was a calm vibe to relax to, especially as it was nearing the first few days of finally making my way home by myself. 



Komi and Eating food 





Finley resting before going out 





Mor late meals 









A wet rain before being picked up 





As more talking ensured it was then the first time to run home and my tummy in some bad feelings at that point, like it was a bloated mix something that just felt like unusual and running on that makes it worse. But I persevered on that which makes it a bit easier to keep this going.  But this was the first time to explore the shops.

The shopping 



But it was the next plan to final see how things were going.  Since it was now time to enjoy a delayed Fireworks and the first train trip with family and actually the last with them of 2022. Which this event was actually a eye opener about some of the community near where the move was, like the calstock groupings are more stiff than Tavi for sure. But the views were lovely and the Railcard works for £1.95 return is excellent for a change.  There were some cute girls there too. 

The station as leaving 



The flames across the river 


The lights 



The Crisps and a pint of Limeade from the Social club 


So that was that and then it was a skype call with a friend from months ago checking in on me since things have been hit and miss for her and well getting to be a February busy for me and a relaxing walk to get mum and dad a gift card from the Holiday park 20 minutes walk away.


The walk with Rosie on the sunday morning 



, since nothing was noted on how SHIT that next few Mondays were going to end up. Since it goes to the fact the Chain came off the bike and things get really bad, AS i was cycling from one visit to another, it really made things go to the panic of the bike was close to being dead for a long time. The Crank died, so it lasted this long since July 2021 to November 2022. 











But it leads to the fact on getting this bike sorted but this was going to be a 2 week delay which is fair with how shops are getting busier which in this case was going to the be the case of having to organise how to get this sorted. Which meant visits had to be cancelled and also my legs were going to ache from it. But I have to get use to that. 

As the week still progressed, it was less chatter for sure and every  day of visits fully booked until the rest of the month BUT that lead to alot of running about and it was getting used to the back roads and the feet were feeling that bit lighter too on tit . Since it was then having to go to deal with BUSES and the legs. Plus its like the fact that it was time to cook some food which made the fullness even fuller sometimes. Plus its good to be able to get late night things from co-op.  



The sunrise by the station in the morning 




The reflection of the first or so run home from work


So it also leads to the point of being able to get those things fro the Co-op and the reduced bargains I w0uld soon use more often , like the food bank fridge is a bice touch too, from the behind of the thee shop entrance. Like the Yo sushi salt and pepper was a very lovely touch to enjoy, thoguh ends up a VERY spicy season to use indeed. 






The turn of shopping from Co-op up the hill to get home 



So it then ends up the final 2 weeks and it was the last Sunday i would have off for 2 weeks at least, but this was the opportunity to get a review up of some monitor arms which helps  me prepare for that bit of less pain on me which the next coming months were to finally show me how much it was going to last on. 



 Sundah Roast 



The Box of the monitor hang 
 


The Monotord on the Arms for both 






The Separate screens but both on the arm and all wired up 


But then it was the crunch time, with the fact of having to go to one visit then run back and then having to get the bus to just past the Toby, which in its mind gave me a take it easy and get a ipad lesson done in a new place before having to then get the buss back, or actually NO. We go to tesco first then explore before yet another run up busy roads and almost miss the us home from the nights and evenings pulling in. 



The wait for the bus by the diner 



More nights mean selfies before bed



But alas it was going to be the big weeks ahead, Black friday was only days away and it mean loans or Working capital to take out as well as getting that shine to have to work on repairs which some were tough and visits were every day so it was time to juggle, especially with son to be new clients which would cause some fucking stress on time but its all to make the money and serve in the correct way.  It was exciting that PS5s are on the way back in but will they go as quick, I tell myself. The weather was getting pretty SHIT to nearly have to run home in either. 


A be real for the bus







Another be real wating for a bus 





Well black Friday deals begin 







 Plus family things were starting to show the true colour and that was going to make its difference and make things pretty deep for the final month of this year,  Plus it was the time that I got a message from someone that told what I needed to have in my mind truth be told in the month of march with the relationship I was semi guessing already was there with her best friend which was the alot of needs and in a way regrets of the same situation as years ago but different person. But reflecting on this was needed with a dogwalk which took me to a quarry to see the views of the big city. 



A Photo Sphere aka streetview pic 




The Selfie in November 




A Foggy View of the Big City of Memories 


But alas it then comes into the fucking crunch, with the DEcember events coming in, Bills going up and also overpayment, it was time to crunch down and sell and repair and visit, which I was then to start dealing with visits that taught me a lot and also put my energy to its limits and how much I'm a fucking simp. 



A wet cycle after storms the days before 












But then it was more work an also having to close the the shop due to mistakes from my Fucking  Autopilot most was going to cost me, and I MEAN cost me, alot of time, even when getting home at 10:45pm from a customer dropping me back but all I can do is drink vitamin C and walk on, since soon the body was going to show its true issues as the trends of #WinterFlu were going to be arriving sooner than I thought.  But money was looking batter from the Limitless getting good ratings. Back to over $140 payment but thats 2 to 3 weeks total. 

December: 




Well this was it, the final month and I'll soon realise how life will really change for the worse with me and things of my own plans need to come to that fruition. Since this was already coming into to its plan of getting this sorted out. With years since I managed to meet up with someone, that was now gone. We start off from that which ends up going to the part of the fact, it was going to be a first run home of the year which was the first of many. 

The Bereal in the run home 



More pitch black running 


But as  that time was going for being able to prepare, I even tried to start the blospit of the year in review on that time frame, since this was also me to knuckle down and ger this post done and at the same time go through work and hear news of the family events yet to come. But we tackle the first stage of actually going to be Dickensian, and the test of the will of running hom at time, or even the risk of saying fuck it and stay in the shop overnight. 

Changed as per 





A blurred selfie 


That day of work was cold but  it felt right to catch up and get work done, with some repairs to sort out and it was the start of more one and another bit of selling games and more asking which was going to help lead to some console sales too. 

A be real of the lane outsider work 




More Selfies 




The Empty Streets 




The 3 trees. 



As it then got me home by about 10pm and the food was late and i was going to get use to a lot of late night meals going in. Since it ended up to be the way that I had to cycle to a customers on that Sunday.  So that means it was going to be a long day, there was a family engagement in law meal on that day, so missing that was some nice mindset, but it ended up being the aspect of getting home at 8PM in the fucking dark. But thats the busy retail peroid. Also I realised a trick a missed called from someone I blocked back in August, which even with blocking the contact the call appeared, so made me wonder on it, 9:30pm on Sunday is a not good sign but then again i was still fucking working. 



The cycle home at the end of the day 


As then it leads to one more visit after another and means gets th e chance to get less and less done and means all nighter was the key for this be the success, and it was the return of the caramel scam, which soon was to escalate even more from what was about to happen  in the week ahead. 


But it gave me the chance to make bagel sandwiches for one of the teas too and the baths in the new place are still cold and don't last long for sure. The week came up and it was more to work on. But it was going to be the first and maybe last time in the year having lunch in work since it was quiet and it was the week to try to 








The bagel sandwiches 






Chicken bites for a cheap fee for lunch 


As it ends up with more of the typing up and legs shaking hearing news of a next chapter to have to observe and end up a part of, it was me trying to ignore the feelings that was giving me the shakes and it leads to just having to run home more and more. 



The be real on the way home 




A dark  bereal 




From Thursday night. Bacon, potatoes, sausage roll, baked beans, Nutella and ketchup


As things come to the weekend, it was starting to show its command and also realise the bus does NOT want to stop there which makes it even worse. But it means it gets that the time of the irony with the  ice causing buses to change route. 



A Selfie by a bus stop 




Pitch black on the bus route




a view from the top of the hill near the station

But then it leads to the bis time of making sure that I get the time to prepare and have one day off before the Christmas period was to be the common aspect.  But it helped me get that time to get things caught up with the post of this year. This was the last Sunday of normal day of in 2022 for me. 


~But as things were leading to a new week and new jobs BUT it gets funny since a message appeared and that means it was going to end up a meetup for the first time this year. But the rush of the visit means the meetup was going to be cancelled.  As I ran to the shop from lamerton to pack a Ps5 up which ended up was close o ging UPS to a scammer, it really made me realise i was being messed about and I blocked her a few days later. Especially as that week was visit after visit after visit and then the final Monday to get things worked out. Dating on FB seemed null and voice and also getting more messages was nice on Feabie, albeit it ones only accepting deliveroo is not the taste i can do currently. 










As things end up the way they are, Autopilot mode was kicking in, cravings of chocolate almond milk mash potato were giving me ideas to get some mash potato mix and the local premier has some biscoff in stock and this post was getting to be the case of making sure it was done on deadline, but alas things never do and more visits have to be entailed, especially with having to close the shop one of the days in the week to sort things out and also  it was nice to see Finley was getting used to being the all nigher cat as the temperature was soon to drop so he was meant to stay in and deal with more things. 


The Smash and the Biscoff for £2.74


The chocolate from a customer 




Finley with mouth open 






But then it lead to being able to cook something since it was another late day from me and it was nice to catch up and it was soon to be able to make something tasty.  It really was spicy for sure with that salt and pepper seasoning. Houmous always adds an extra spice to it and onions is lush. 




The salad shopping from Co-Op 





The cooked spiced paprika, ,homous and even mayo 



This then leads top the fun part to being able to get things sorted and flirts with a new lady, with a 20 year old potential vegan and has a fast food addiction , so that could end up somewhere, especially as we have been talking, which ended up even more so. Since the ice was really kicking in and thar in turn meant having to run/walk  to walk and flirting with her about her love of the Mcplant worked out to make sure it feels right it might work out between us but it had to mean bad habits to make an effort.  This was also when running and passing an accident too. But the sketchers are putting the pressure off and helping me get to work and get home. 

The be real of the hill to run up 



The view from the Hill near Gulworthy 






The accident I ran/walked by near the old house. 


So that made trances exciting and also it was the chance to be able to keep talking and push myself to keep working in between this, since it was coming up to another run in and it was actually a full on storm on that weekend since the ice goes to the mild rain the day after. Which that day does not EVEN have busses and did NOT stop raining for the ENTIRE FUCKING DAY.  But in the end I managed to mess up an ipad in the end but that is how things go with this not being an easy task and makes me realise what could end up reflected on why I need to change things next year. Also another missed call from the girl i blocked back in August too. 



But it leads to the final few days before Christmas and this was going to be the way I finally get to deal with, But this was the final cycle of 2022, But my dad took me to the paddock since he wanted to sort out his Tractor battery. 




The Bereal from the truck 




Muddy Paddocks 



As the visits worked it was getting battery but in the end of the day, I was going to have the fucking luck, the plan was to go to B&M but from what was about to happen after finishing the last visit around 4:30pm ish, But the Pedal snapped off, well actually the bolt loosened off which was a ain since the bolt did not have an allen key for a crew and that mean it was going to be one HECK of a DARK RUN Home, this was on top of the s flirting with the lovely food addict which got more tempted to give in to bad habits but only when I got home. 

The Pedal off the bike 




The running in the fog on the path 



Which that rest of the week was going to be chaos, since visit after visit and that means it was going to be hectic, since it was getting to the tough parts of making sure it was all in place and it was trying to make sure things were going and in place of getting this sorted, it was time to get some Dual monitors on the go which a brand like Lepow was going to the part, and well one came up for £17 ish for a broken one, and that was going to make things useful, I did order a £30 asus one that works on USB but it is a bit iffy on the 5m USB micro B 3.0 cable. But one even was to get that built since it arrived the day I got. 

another be real of a run home 




The inside of the Lepow Monitor 





The close up of the connector 


Then it leads to getting some productive, especially for the music video and it was going to be the make sure of having chance to work better on the go in the year ahead. So cheaper planning in the long run and especially how compatible it is, things work out. Then it leads to be  catching up. More flirting ensured but it was the Christmas feelings in the air, shakes of how things were and also it was the time of getting a lift in with Dad's brother when he saw me past horn of plenty, That made me learn my lesson on running that way. But more running the night after and then getting to be able to catch up and it was the time to prepare for the last few days. 


More blurred running. 


Then it was the start of the christmas Trilogy, which was including of the chance of the message done and filmed in advance, work which was the way to do this and make sure I'm not leaving things until the last minute, I say that as I'm typing this up on NYE. Christmas eve worked out BUT even that lead me to have to run home, so it feels like a classic way of problem solving in that end of things. 

A foggy Morning 





A view  the field  now its gone 




The gift cards from spoons








The blurred run before the dark awaits 



But then it leads to the Christmas message and that I should have not edited during the day but the night before but I was still typing up posts at like 2am . 

The Typing the inbetween christmas and new year 


the Sky at night in the clouds 




But then it was hearing the news of family events from the source and it was being shouted at while finished the editing and the rendering to the USB Drive. from the laptop . 



The breakfast 




The Thumbnail in a rush 









Then it was the day itself and this was the final time and potential meal with grandparents at Christmas which I'll later feel empty and reflect on this. which is fucking tough for sure. But then it was a VESA mount for the early afternoon until the King's Speech which to be fair was alot more religious and more brief than the HM Queen .

the christmas be real 








Presents to be opened after the King's speech


But as things were coming to an end and presents given, it felt a sombre moment on the way home about their future and even as typing this up news was going to get worse on this and it feels like a helpless situation, especially with the age and alzhemiers can really fuck up lives more than anything in the natural age. But an buffet leftover tea is nice to cope and then more typing. 

The leftover tea


As it comes, it then leads to Boxing day with a quiet approach to things and a way to catch up on the socials which makes it feels like I might not be leaving things until the last minute. But that and watching more Anime on Netflix just feels the relaxing way too. All honest that and a watch on what I did a month ago minus walk through chilsworthy is the best way. 


The breakfast with a Christmas cookie 





This is actually afternoon on clear sky, 





Ham, and gammon and pretzels for the tea



Them it feels like this is over and the next days of getting things sorted out. To be fair the Tuesday was another relaxing day to really cain this year review, it did help me push it to the last minute more than I expected it to be. But even so, family news was not looking good from neighbours texting. So While that was being done, I caught up and snacked, the weather was shit and work had 4 calls so that was not good at all. 

Smoothies and Sandwiches 




2nd breakfast was rare but lush




Movies and selfies the night 




Now that then leads the last 3 days and to be fair, its eve giving out gifts behind the scenes like surprising a princess from the big L, reconnecting with someone from the beginning of this year and seeing if a project could work out with them, them and I, might not lead to anything since of the current relationship but I've learned that its going to be the better to sort one at  time than fingers in many dips so to speak. which in turn leads to the ideas. But the leftover almond tarts were amazing. 

Chicken slices, Sausages, RPingles, and this almond tart 



But as getting to know them making a smile, it was also visits after visits, the first day back was a long visit of a Windows reinstall under warranty and makes me realise on how RGB and fan hubs are a fucking disaster and I need to brush up on my skills. Then to routers of a potential or actually family in law since it was their act of god event happening. 


But the Friday was coming to its end, like well, that was it, I had to do a printer gives so a get the bus then run then run to a bus then run home. Like The printer has some dust to clean and  it was the almost last straw to either run back direct from Yelverton or just bus and run or bus and train but theres that gamble the train gets cancelled. I did the run then decided to get the bus then run. 

The Bus stop by the old pub now flats 



But that run was then back to the canal path with the flooded Crowndale road, like I don't want to swim with Skechers on a road, so it was to go the muddy canal path and then back on the buktor round to gulworthy cross back and I've gone to that extent only 3 weeks ago. But I got home and accomplished myself and that was 1 hour 20.  Plus flirting with this girl on kik lead to some amazing belly but no chatter after. 


Then it is the final day and getting a lift in after a long fap over ideas from what i've mentioned and then it was actually that peaceful day of one more PS5 sale, parts not turning up and most of this post pretty much sorting itself out and getting done. But then it was totalling up and 4 weeks or so from 12th to 31st dec was a lot of cash and card, so choices on what to pay back is the important key. But thats 2023 at this point. 

Typing the final weeks in work 


Then it was the bus home was late in a thank fuck manner and got home about the 18:35 mark to then get some nice mixed microwave fake curry buffet which works out so nicely. But hearing phone calls from grandparents is a scary one, but it is the new year to go into this. But after that it, was finally time to relax and finish this up with fireworks, barking Rosie and discussions on this. 

The  microwave fakeout 


So that alas is the end of another year, how long I get go have things done is to no end of questions. But thanks for sticking with me and support and hope to get more things done in 2023 and resolutions I've got to work out for this. 


Happy new Year

omracer 























































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