Sunday, 25 December 2022

The Shakey 2022 Year in Review - Part One

 Well, it's come to this already with the review of 2022 which for me has felt a shit low, from the vaccines panic to messed around twice to 3 times in this year, some new friends and then it leads to the fucking move which even as I type this 1. x months early, we'll start to, it gives the proof that things are changing and a lot to cope with or if it gets too much. 


But enjoy what might be the music video below 









January,

So things are already off to a bad start, legacies end with something special having to end that week before and it really makes you lose purpose to be fair. But it was also parents nagging on the vaccine for the double boost, sure I had taken the first week off but I was shaking and even hours were getting a bit tense. But also time to upgrade the PC to 16GB of RAM is a good start too. 






This year is looking like a stressful start and anxiety is going through the roof. Keeping focus is going to be tough

— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) January 1, 2022



The 8GB of RAM to upgrade 



Typing up the night of the new year 


It gets to the full swing of things with working and the sign or a board was pretty much smashed up. But still things are getting back to somewhat normal. Its tough for sure since the restrictions were hopping time will pass. But it was getting to swap and getting back to adding a fresh bit of crispy seaweed. 

The Broken A Board 



The Peanut, hot pot and the crispy seaweed homemade ish




But alas it had to happen and my legs were shaking for it, but it was done and even months later STILL no local injections are offered so that shows how little is cared about it. The soup at the end, and watching something on TV helped along with the numbing arms, but it was going to be a bit of time before shakes are going to be the daily occurring time of me. Come to think of this, now, its even the first time of having a WEEK off in 2022 and months later was going to be the end of that along with many fucking mistakes and events to make things harder. 


The first dogwalk of the year 






This week off was  interesting to deal with, from some family trips, Bikes to clean and also the time to get the video of the goals for 2022 filmed and i can tell now its going to be a long way for happiness. and the long way for the goals to be sorted or complete, that is for another post.  


 


 But there was more calls to deal with and It was also the first week of re-joining feabie since of the fact it needed to use with text messages and, for me it was going to be the start of what would be a downward spiral and the distraction from things, which I'll regret and also spend a fair bit of money on this. But the community started out quite easy-going, some faces i've seen before. I was not going to be prepared for the encounters online that were to face me. This was around the same time as the first Feabie DM since this time I do NOT take any chances with what happened back with Karla and Euston 

Work always gets in the way for having to sort admin out like insurance since the part of it was maybe hiring and that might be the case but it will be its undoing with soon issues on the card would happen or maybe not that much of bad luck this time. 






But wanting some company was defo the best way to enjoy days, sadly that never happened anyway, even typing this up 11 months later.  But company seemed to be close if what i was to believe is true, of course its my journey. Since cycling in the dark to realise the ebike battery was on its last legs for sure. 











But it was also time to sort out a first #omracerreviews of 2022 and it was a deal for a vlogging kit from Lidll. Which even to this Day I've realised that light is still illegally bright but with the future I was NOT aware of back then. But my heart rate was still recovering for the most part since the jab. 


The iPhone in the Tripod 




This light becomes life saving in the end of things. 

This then leads to my first week of working back and well, FUCKING locks are a pain in the ass and managed to get locked out and had to wait about 4 hours for a locksmith is lucky BUT also £1 lost down a drain does not help either. 

The door










But to be fair in one way, it did leave to get another review done for the post only which was some monitor risers for helping me with online work back at what I was not to realise would not be home months later. But £12.99 each was not bad at all. 

The Risers and a overdose of the Vitamin Tablets 




The Box for the riser 



The look of it. 

But this is where it leads into the first real conversation with someone new, beautiful but my own mistakes caught me out pretty quickly as I was yet to find out. So it was a Taxi to sort out from a text, since that was going to be off and on for most of this year. But it was close to having video calls with someone but later on the unexpected happened there. 





On the video side, that was pretty much it until April, but it was also showing how things were going to be busy, especially as I worked out that the world around me was going to be sucked in to alot of work with no time off. That was during Feburary though. Which means it was to upgrade brake pads. 


Brake Pads to be changed due to the metal showing and not the rubber 

But it was me and this girl starting to message about things and lead to bad habits but there was a short flow of chatting, but it got strange when pizza to a hotel room. But turns out it was a partner, so there was a bit of reluctance to carry on which makes sense, months later the truth of why i was reluctant came out, from some comment like was a form of backstabbing in a way.  But also  i got to know a cute girl form the capital and she is a lovely side and eyes too, in the end maybe a meet up if i got back up there might happen but time will tell.  Also it was the first time to start to see how Wordle was going to be popular.  Plus portable monitors are a thin and even what I learned from back then I still use today from that. 





The basics of the Dual monitor setup 




With control Panels 






So, it was also the notice of the legs shaking, which I did not realise and found out it was going to be worse over the coming moths, but even with fits shaking instead of the actually legs shaking since they were shaking more constantly too,. 
















This was the introduction to also energy Crystals from Gfuel being offered and well even 11 months later I'm soon to try my first bite but. It was getting to realise the truths with the feabie chat I've just started but not far off the big mess that happens in February and march for that matter. But even then was the cost of living crisis starting off and 1 month before Putin deciding to invade Ukraine. 












The Lucozade, sandwich and now the gfuel energy crystals to still test myself. 


 Another frozen food bargain
As things stand I was in autopilot mode for working, even to Sundays which was ok but also that time missed eventually would catch up and family issues were starting to see through for the next month too. But another grab tab was handy too. 

The Grab Tab of fast food and still going strong today





Potato dogs are still as common in my local Central store 


Things were so busy that a friend told me to self refer, that was going to end up causing some more issues with a phone call to deal with which I ended up cancelling it and now it feels less of a good idea but will be a 2023 for that with the shakes that were happening,. 














Then it was another weekend to spend with grandparents since of the conditions of Alzheimer's were only officially found though most of us knew it was starting to happen to nan too. Plus it was chance to redeem PS now which soon lead to an even greater bargain. Eventually a blogpost was sorted. 




A roast at nans, ordered from the Voting tree 




Cuts while shaving







But it ends the month which still working and then a message from a new girl, which was an instant add on whatsapp, which for some is now a red flag but at the time seemed like good progress for me and maybe this could work between me and this Redditch cutie. But time will tale of its own to put in. 







Then its on to see how non stop working can change me to maybe the worse. The message was literally on the 1am mark on that morning, so this was a very close sign to a new change. 


February. 



So this month was going to be a long month for me, since it ended up 1 day off in the month and that was the final weekend of having time off.  But it begins to be the case with trying to understand terms and things. But it was also some free time to get Fall guys played for the first time Since i purchased it on steam while it was on say before EPIC made it free to play on their own launcher and to be fair, 150 FREE games since they started the store is NOT bad a issue.  But it is a bit laggy on steam Link for sure. 

The concept of Fallguys on Steamlink 





This was also the time of seeing food from itsu appearing from the the shops like Co-op, Morrisons later on But Tesco was before that. But these were new and since its close to work, I purchased some since of the reduction on offer they had too. 

For a £7.58 after work shop in co-op. Including coriander for £0.21 , katsu curry sauce for £1.80 , brownies for £0.27, £0.94 each for vegetable fusion gyozas, £0.30 for noodles and even £0.99 for white chocolate 




the first meal using the said gyoza



But also it was a lovely time to realise a trend about using Coriander in drinks to speed up metabolism and that in itself was going to be useful to help boost things for the future since I'm no way healthy but using Vitamin tablets and smoothies can help so things like this are a useful technique. But even typing this months later, I still use this (albeit the pot of seasoning compared to the actual leaf itself) 






@omracer a #mini #omracerstotutorial on how to #make a #coriander #vitaminc #smoothie and #how it #tastes ♬ original sound - Mattie LT Marker



But along with all this, it was still a voucher or so to sort out, which was almost every 3 to 4 days. But also with a Message from someone that was meant to meet in 2019 and gave no reply when it cam to the first week in august, it was funny she never remembered it but mentioned me as a remember when you slagged me off when she forgot that reason why. 







But this leads to getting more messages and disappearing when saying no.  Especially Americans being asking for the usual. But that is the above. 





But work was getting back to a busy time  and it was only going to get worse. Especially trying to film and edit but some days were not finishing until 8 or 9 or so which is fine but it was going be more like that in this year for sure. 










Walking Rosie at night after rain. 



I started to film a bit for a Lidl shop, but it was getting editing of a video done, since it was working at night online with Directly too and Rosie sleeping on my bed (nothing changes even now) and from what happened back in 2012 when the laptop stopped working for an entire month which was a strange motherboard issue. But family emergencies were coming to happen with Nan and it was a sign carers were going to be needed to help things out. 

A night shot from on the way back from lamerton 
 





Also then it comes to a £11.87 shop in Lidl on the way back aka leaving at 9:43 pm. From an American football box of chicken , pancake mix in case I forget , crispy onions to even some frozen raspberries and the 30% off bakery Lidl plus event every Thursday 








But it approached he weekend and working late was still being the case, the the point I was having leftover takeout, which was going to be  trend later in the year too.  Also making a thermal shirt turn into a trouser is a weird flex but works a test. In the future it learns to wear shorts then jeans on top to keep my legs warm in work in the winter months to coma head which believe me, was going to be . 











The shirt with the figure  





the leftover indian takeout after a long night of work 





But it was then to catch up to normal life, except Nope. Especially with Transfers for Chinese food. and cute plans like getting drunk and eating fast food together. Kebab was a taste for sure. But the red flags were starting to appear as i was talking, like a group of friends are all feedees.....hmm. 

Covid - Parents had it 

so it was going to be tricky to not self isolate for the next week or two if i remember the isolation laws the ended 2 weeks after this happened, But that was wen I bought the sleeping bag to the shop, but this was the time to take tests every day, windows open and wear a mask in the house. Especially as it was from my grandparents both had it from their carer and I was staying home on that night. 
So in-between this and still texting that girl. And with the POS for Horizon arriving, that was to be carried down to the shop as well and get setup for the next week, especially cardboard cut outs of the came caser itself was a bit of a nightmare, GT 7 was going to have the same issue too 1 month later. 






The POS to build up 




From Wednesday night. Roast chicken, roast potatoes, carrots, popcoate, tomato garlic olive bread, katsu curry sauce and hoisin sauce and a LFT 


a Clear night leaving the shop 



The mask while having a bath 


This was also the time to have to work on Sunday again and it weas planning for a Date night, a virtual one, like sure the storms and wet season was happening with the river raising up to the bridge. Sure on to of this was some famous feabie messaging me who moved from abroad and blipped size wise from her job but that part is a future to find out in the long run 


 But yes, a virtual date was going to happen, technically my first ever one and video calling was soon to happen but actually not this time, but shortly I'll explain. But I did try to call about the booking with the Miller and Carters she was talking about, but no reply. 

the text to confirm the virtual date 




The tests to show negative, but make sure to sure the throat and the nose, not just the nose 






The river getting higher again 



 But it was time to plan, so the plan was to have a virtual video call at the miller and carter steak house and that was then to get ot know each other more and go further than just transfers and whatsapp. 
 So this was exciting but that risk of will it wont it happen and makes it scary too. But some upfront parts is a pain too. 

That Monday was a visit or 2 to sort out but making sure to get back early to setup the camera to then get ready for the virtual, date and even bought bat the GTX 1650 which was to be then reviewed later on. Also this chocolate almond cake that had a marble cake taste was too  was nice too. 


The cake 



Taking home the GTX 1650 




But that night, well nothing happened and missed calls, due to signal issues from what I was told. But i noticed on e thing, there were 2 napkins on the table, which for a virtual date should be 1 but red flags I ignored to call out but did acknowledge and read in my mind that this was not as legit as i was expecting it to be. But when asked about the call, turns out it was a router issue which she showed a clip. 

The starters 



The table and notice that napkin 



But it turns out it felt like another day and had to be convinced not to give up on here and still work at the same time, this was going to be interesting, Since the weekend was still working and the case of  having to cycle to kit hill for a visit of just finding a power button and some lessons.  














Since as  cycled back, which going the Horsebridge reroute was easier. But hills are hills and the eBike did manage it even with the battery failing that bit more gradually months later, but it gave me chance to reflect on things when at the station, which i was unaware that soon I'll be passing here MUCH more often, even months later it was still my phone wallpaper. Which gave me time to sort out the reviews Monitor riser for both monitors to be stood on. 

Getting to the station on the Sunday afternoon during a not so effective #stormeunice   




Before the Risers 



The Riser packaging 




After the risers 


But then it was leading to the final 2 weeks of February and time was flying by, from learning that girl broke her own bed , gets the dog pampered when she can't do it, to even the fact shes in a temporary flat of a friend and that becomes a plot point next month too. But vouchers and more talking was leading to continue.  And typing up more detail of the past occurrences too., 



 







The light was shining a bit more and also means more chance for spring to come which means lighter evenings and more times to work and more golden hours to see.  



The Golden hour at the field 





More cooked meals on the evening. 


It feels like it comes to keeping having to transfer for this and it got a bit demanding while still working and having to keep up, the red flags i'm brushing past which hopefully here is some reprieve. Little did i know it was going to be the case of some other mention. Plus more times with worlde. 









It then leads to the final week and it was to the first day off of the month which was the weekend of  28th, where the weather was getting bright and also some fast food for the first time that year, i mean big branded food like KFC. But it felt right, plus new times of getting another review sorted too, though much later.  







Train simulator 




KFC of 2022. 




A mask selfie of trying new jeans 




Another selfie tripod since I lost the Digi power one and was only £3 



But even then it was turning towards pancake day and march was around the corner and where things were going too far on some aspects and well work was getting a bit quieter but releases were coming over to the shop, some games were getting glitched and well it was, that time flying. 

So on to march we go. But instead it leads to getting some parts and smoothies to keep me alive and busy. 

The smoothie 



Biscuit sandwiches are light and perfect 


Fajita and more other parts to eat 











March

so we began with the spiral of depression but it was also a first Monday off for a fair bit of time, which actually  a sign of how that bottle of water would go up by 30% in the 8 months later feeling due to this issues, Sure the War starting with Putin trying to flex muscles and it was going to happen with consequences too. so keep an eye on the prices of these 2 products really. 
 
 
From lunch today of £1.30. £0.75 for strawberry kiwi water and £0.55 for cold fried chicken bites


But it then leads to well pancake day which actually makes it a nice way but due to the issues with what was going on, it lose the motivation  to make content and also talk about what happens in the future and well I was a bit unsure but this was going to be a bit of a slight reprieve from demands for 2 days or so i was thinking. But for now we enjoy time for pancakes. 


Pancakes to be baking 



Nearly done 


The result 


But then it leads to having to get back into the grind, sure I forgot to renew the blog domain which ended up stopping for a few days with a few fans mentioning it. But it was actually the time to work and get more texts and learning about CIN or some cervix parts and also then a text from a old friend of a voucher, but then as things go, no reply. 







As the days went on, things were getting tough, it was having to put that reassuring arm via  text to try to cheer up but it involves move from that with that bit extra involved and really makes sense to feel like its hard to talk about it, since it could jeopardise, but things were going to get itchier and also worse on this. Itchier, you ask, well thats due to legs flaring up with spots as they do every few months, temperature changes I can expect that to be. But it was another Indian takeout to enjoy on the weekend.

 

A £9.16 shop in Lidl from Saturday night. £2.09 for smoothie, £1.69 for lime mint presse, discounted chocolate brownies, discounted vitamin C tablets, £0.70 each for sandwiches, container £0.47 and £0.20 for salad





From Saturday night. An Indian takeout. Chicken korma, chicken tikka masala, lamb balti, mushroom rice, cool mint sauce, sagaloo and poppadoms

But then it leads to consequences of the fun habits which lead to other things to sort out which felt good but at the same time I had to understand about that and sort it, which leads to plans to sort out on how this gets sorted out and balanced. But lets see how Epay can handle this . But will i regret, yes i I probably will.  Since of a mix of online and physical.  But that morning was a bit of a clean up  in the shop so I could sort that plan into action. But as the temperature was getting warming, it was being towards. 




From Sunday lunch. Chicken, sushi, crispy fried onions, salad, mayo and wasabi 



A Colder Selfie in the air 




The starts of the itching and red spots 


But as it lead on, work was getting there and I was going to feel at tipping point, since that consequence came but relieved as I was out on  my was back from Lydford. 



The cycle home from lydford 

As it leads to another busy week, and turning into the time of realising I might have dug in too deep and a hope of a reprieve but it was going to catch up with me and it gets tough.  But from GT 7 out very soon and also cheap lunches, late night meals and also a customer having to collapse outside the shop and rushing to get the right things, by the time it was all done, the Ambulance arrived. 



For a £1.05 lunch today. 3 Sausage rolls on the 8th 




GT 7 on the 9th




From Wednesday night. Chicken tikka masala, rice, Salad, chocolate brownies, plain scone, mayo, honey loops, cooked kale and hoisin sauce on the 9th 


But that night was just me feeling a bit overwhelmed and burned out, a tear or few from in front of the fire. Misspelling in the Whatsapp but I really felt like I've never done this far before. But I've learned a lot in the past 3 years with other choices I made which made bonds stronger or so they say.  Thought things were going to get interesting on that weekend after. 

There was more talk on not to give up and really replaying it in my mind was the main aspect of what i should have done. 













We carry on towards that weekend and it was messages about past mistakes and someone knew what was really going on but that was going to find out even more on this truth .  Which was well It a was all for nothing, since the red flag I found out was from her own friend and to be fair not surprised. On top of that a past connection we confronted about how things turned out, and it made me realise things have to stop soon to sort of reset. Removal is tough. But Chinese is a nice way  to make me my mind off things too. 


The Chinese takeout on the Saturday night 

But that Sunday was another day and meal with the grandparents and also the time to be able to test this new bike lock which uses a combination compared to the padlock of a key, but how long that will last for which I will surprise myself in the end on that.

A roast at nan's 




The Bike lock 











So it was nearing half way, Mothers day was coming up and the heat and good weather was seeming before, I was zoned in work and time off was going to be hard (Like lets be clear, even as typing this, the only week off was STILL back in January, its only been odd days off around that and from what happened in the months to come, even evenings were going to be cut off).  But Emojis make it tough to resist the same old. 

 I did pull up the courage on this to call out on it and well that was a leaving one for another sort of implication. exactly 1 month from the "virtual Date" we were supposed to have too.
There was some spin on this  like being the 3rd wheel or she will leave him for me type of talk. 



And just like that things were normal, well actually pharmacy things happened and that was then our goodbye, so so i thought after one last time. ….

But it lead to the usual, shopping at lidl, extra spice on casseroles, and then it was a message from one and then getting a text to argue about the red flags I've told i was walking into. But I admitted this was my fault after redoing the Feabs back 2 month. This also the time of Disney + binging too.  But texts ensure and world to complete . But it felt like a big ease of release expect it was going to lead to more of this happening in the months to come, 




Shopping at lidl once more 



From Wednesday night. Beef casserole, salted chipsticks, curry pickle relish and Chinese 5 spice



Shop stock to organise, even most of this  of this is STILL here today 











But it was this moment of getting text as 1am from the past but this was also a good time to really make the effort and things things can change. Especially as there was a reason non material to be there and maybe a chance to make things right from the past. I was wrong, things go wrong in there on mind set and  just having to deal with things at 1am in the morning a few days later.  

In the meant time from other past might be catfished on FF and a friend on facebook invited me out to Maccies an d I still need to take that girl on that offer. 










But Days off were not going to happen and the time to clean up the shop was needed for more room and cleaning up. But cookies for breakfast is always nice too. That was on mothers day as well. But that and some memes on scrans keeps going. Plus it was for waiting for some Series X Consoles to Sell, funny fact, that even 2 of those consoles are LEFT in stock and that would worry me into the new year







The cookie sandwich tool 









More Reduced Rustlers 


As it leads to the final week, mother's day. Which I got a nice water bottle from screw fix which I managed to get now Salt rock opened pretty quickly with Carphone warehouse gone for years. But it was also that time to get the shop clean, upgrade some ram ad make sure the blogpost of this month was ever near finished.  

The cleaner carpet underneath the desk.
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Upgrading RAM to 12GB n 



But this was pretty much the end of the month, April was approaching the weather we getting better and it was feeling more of a warm sensation and realising that will be the last start of Spring in a normal place and next year will be a lot of challenged in a new place to cope with, DMs were not as hectic from insta or Feabie minus the approach of someone that deletes and re-joins every few months and soon to be reintroducing another scam to the range making trouble. 


But it also gave me the start to Enjoy Train simulator more to be about te way to relax, Since of local routers finally easily available on steam steam and also various other sites for BHBP. From this it lead to actually being to see how the local routers look digitally.

The Train stopping 




The views of St ives in a virtual sense 



April: 

Well, we have to be honest, 4 months, in and things were going to be tough, My emotions were high but its time to work off my keeping this inside of the events and getting a video was to be one of things a I wanted to get done this month. So this first day was a chance to go for a #dogwalkingwithomeacer and walking on the railway line, (though the field which was nice but eventually it was going to be taken for granted.  Thoi moment was also crucial  since it was the start  of the Camera sunglasses breaking  again and also Rose fell into the canal  and I had to grab her out while some walkers passed by and that was on footage too. 
 
A selfie while filming the catchup vlog 







another look at the bridge 


But then it was taking time to walk on the roads, there was a bit of sweat but not as heated as things were gong to be in the coming months ahead.   But after  a Roast, it was worth to get another review done for the B&M version of the Tripod I got back 1.2 months ago. 




The front of the tripod box 




The tripod itself 




AS selfie with the remote 



But then it was back to long nights and that makes it in itself a tough way to catch up. But that Monday ended yup. Which I'll soon get used to cycling and running at night a lot more with the future choices too. Plus it was finally getting back to the first to meet me wins me mentality . 














The Bike dark in the night 



Brentor in the Pitch black 




For a £4.45 shop in Tesco on the way home from work tonight. £2.25 for cat food, £1 for burger sauce, £0.55 for brioche burger buns, £0.50 for chilli lemon grills and £0.15 for tiger baton




Also mum got baked  mini egg chocolate bites and they are really intense



So we have to lie in out ideas, Bank holidays and Easter was approaching since the first bank holiday just one done and a few more to work though and some to enjoy. Work was coming in with Easter Holidays for deals and some new releases too and with good reps to deal with that understood things but that was soon advice to change and Time foe me was what I was hoping to this year,  of course I type this months later realising I've had no week off on that regard at all. i really want to hope this  this for the best on that can be done but like it was soon to be still keeping into the bad habits. 









But at this time was finally getting to know some lovely people on feabie who I did get a bit of the crush on from her lovely hair, round face and belly and and actually later on lovely accent. We had a good bond and hopefully want to build it next year even though shes physically not interested in me like i am in her, well from what I now of anyway.  






But then it was leading to strange messages from friends of North American Friends which were poorly translated along with the chance to finally have walks across the town to reflect on things during this to be a bank holiday Sunday too, Like mango sorbet was nice and roast gammon was nice too but I was knowing that things would not be the same and also the Phmiosis would soon cause an appointment to finally start to tackle it.




The Views from the moors 






The Mango sorbet Ice cream or the Lemon Sorbet ice cream 




This then lead to finally getting time to review the GTX 1650 from Maxsun aka that Chinese Aliexpress store.  This was taken a bit longer and no time to actually put as a video but in the end it worked out to play most games pretty well, even fall guys seems to be a smoother experience. Train Simulator felt a bit smoother but eve with low settings the FPS does not go over 60 very much. But It was a decent card for the most part. 

The Aliexpiress Box of the MAXSUN TERMINATOR 



The Card itself 








it works out 





Train Simulator 





AS this time past and the actual easter weekend was coming up, But  was also ALOT of work going on to the point more shaking and fits were tremoring a lot, which trust me, the months to come, this gets much much worse and even the weekend ahead was going to be the big important start to change tings or so i thought it would be.  Since work was getting a busy type of thing again and mind was on different options on too .  That and also to be clear it was time to use a till and get a chargeback time later  Plus a girl that reminds me of someone in the past wanted me to feed her but then ended up just ghosting after I said no. But it was soon to me realising how much of a weak spot I have for Scottish girls since most are great feedees. 














The macbooks meaning delays of long nights in work 




Running home in the night even in April 



Fall Guys on the 1650 


Still trying to find the time to do a vlog on how things have been the past month, it again makes me realise how much LITTLE videos I've done this year and makes me feel a lot of lacking on that side.  


Fortnite I'm still losing out 




Indian Takeout's 




Then it leads to the Easter weekend, which the sun was out, the night were getting brighter and the Easter eggs were quite nice and rich and time to get new selfies for the spring / early summer. 





The Railway line at night while walking rosie who wanted to do here business 



The selfie in the heat of the Easter Weekend 




2 easter eggs for Easter 




A scene with Salad and Nandos/Peri Peri sauce or Buffalo sauce 


This was also time to give the the treat myself moment to see how the Razer Deathadder Essential were going to be. Plus with the field looking as amazing as it does, without knowing soon  my time there would be ending and that will make a lot of shakes to come.  That and the introduction of the Biscoff spread was good too . Plus it gets to message a girl from Torquay which even to this day I've not had a reply from BUT did get access to private pictures around that time. 
. Fun fact thew mouse is still going eve as I type this months later and just looks good Maybe the black should have been added for the aesthetic is the white colour for some tech.

Spring evenings in the field 



The Razer Mouse

The glow up with the laptop 



For a £5.47 shop in co op last Wednesday. £2.75 for bao buns, £2 for lotus biscoff spread and £0.72 for sweet chilli jam 


Then it was another week of work which I could take things a bit easier and then it was time to deal with finding out some truth, Turns out a LUMP was appearing which was a potential scare of Cancer on the Testicles which it means I had to sort that. But it was also a girl asking to see my nudes on Private. 



 and also it was having do deal with a Faulty iPhone X that was not working, So that was time to get the tripod out and since of a visit It was time to film part of the truth of the past few months. Plus having to change the screen in the laptop since i rushed about changing it, but that was the heatwave letting me work in the evening nicely too. 









The Screen 



More Baps 



Lush Chinese 






But this was nice to finally have a bit of sun, with biscuit sandwiches and Chinese takeout, Which the form for the GP was going to be stressful and a case of finally  sorting this out down there and will he make it better in the long term.  Since the appointment was going to be at the end of the month, actually Thursday. Editing this was a long way off due to how busy things were going to get from that month, things change even more. Plus it was a cycle  I would soon have to get used to more and even use my legs to get to more too. 

 
The cycle from one place to another









A Selfie on this 



The lower part of the selfie




From a £7.49 shop in Lidl on Wednesday. £1.99 for ice lollies, £1.25 for mixed nuts, £0.99 for pickled onion crisps, £0.85 for vitamin C tablets,  £0.70 for ham, vanilla bubble chocolate for 30% off, then reduced jam doughnuts with 30% off £0.35 each 




From Wednesday night in Tesco shipping for £4.55. £1.40 for hoisin, £1.10 for Korean BBQ sauce, £0.70 for   yakatoi, £0.65 for dinner kebab mix , £0.70 for coriander leaves 



But then it was the appointment and I was the only one there in the evening at 5:45 which then it was a appointment of relief but also time to see what it can do for the Phimosis and the burning which is every so often now but not as common as in 2021.  But there has been less use of the Vitamin C tablets so that can be a better way. But this was my first prescription of medication in the past 2 to 3 years or actually 4 years. 

The Prescription 



This was also the time of trying to sum up that past month in a post but it was no way easy and left as a draft.  But it was finally 4 months of 2022 gone and then another 8 months to go as they go, but some useful parts and I was not going to be prepared for what this entailed. 

May: 

This was going to lead to conversations form the past and also forcing some routine and work building up too.  But first is the time to be able to actively try something new like a chance to deal with a new bath stand for laptops which would help me be able to catch up with the chance to be able to use the laptop in the bath.  Which I want to be able to be productive, especially with soon to be 3 jobs building up in the months to come and thats not including the Content creation to deal with. But with the appointment, it made me question things I've noticed like a lot of shaking my legs. 









But as messages from friend that soon to be was good really and makes it a bit feel nicer and little did i know thigs would bone really well for the mod part. Sure I've not spoken to important friends for parts of this year and its hard to get that confidence to message them but I did in the end. It was nearly approaching th weekend and the work was getting busy and hopefully time to have a weekend off but Jeans were starting to shink by quite a fair bit, So the crotch rip was getting bigger and still even in this close part to being able to control weight, still a common problem. 

The trousers are looking ripped 



As the weekend was approaching for the Bank Holiday weekend in may, Arguments with potential celebrities as piggyfans on DM and it was soon to be time to start to use the Cream on the Penis to see if that did help it in the end but well, time would tell. But Voting time was here and as well all know, things do not change for the election results on most occasion. 












The Indian Takeout on that weekend



The cream to start using 



But this weekend coming up it was a Family event to cope with and that lead to a day out and finding out new places were opening up near the places I've been to before. It turns out a time Hortons was being bult where Pizza Hut used to be, which future me would lead to try but actually that is a 2023 goal to be fair. 

Breakfast outside in the sun



The building of the Tim Hortons 



A misleading advert in the Range 


That visit to the range was also time to sort out the chance to make as portable monitor using a 15.6" screen and a photo frame which worked even nicely. But little did I know i broken it in the end due to the way of the Power and DC jacks to USB Type C was going to become a thing in the end. 







But it leads to starting chat to this girl which actually was a greedy high and that could be potential  good, but my wonder if that will lead somewhere of if its just another catfish. an like that It was time talk to a old friend i used to feed from FB and snap. There it ended up messaging on Whatsapp but that did not last as long as it seems, but it felt nice to catch up but it was messing me back to repeat more of the same mistake  as this month would tell me later on.  


But with this month creeping up, it was time to give myself and update on the Goals too.  Especially as it was getting some time to ger online work done AND video editing from the past 3 months with all that went on.  It was then a text and repeat the same as 1 month ago. Since soon things would escalate from that in another way. 









But actually it was going to get worse since a visit to a client and turn into the start of the end of the bike, I raced my way to a visit and as i cycled up that hill near Mary Tavy,  a Lorry passed by and SMACKED the GEAR OFF like it was in agony and then after walking up towards that hill, I tried to clean and attach it but this chap of the house was acting all, the mud and dirt did this even with oiling chains once every few cleans. 

The Gear getting knocked off



But it was soon to be finding out a message of another scammer which I was going to end up falling into the trap and well £28 later got it fixed and months later was the key the bike was going to get worse. But gifts of food were appearing and it was also soon time for a Bank Holiday fun fair which was  for the second to last Bank Holiday as far as things were going, Little did we know there would be a few more up the sleeve following A LOT of ROYAL EVENTS. 




For lunch as a gift for fixing wireless earphones on Wednesday of a peanut butter chocolate flapjack 





From Wednesday night. Chocolate waffle, caramelized biscuits, beef hotpot, ham trimming, salad, burger sauce and BBQ sauce, These Chocolate waffles were going to be a incredible craving for the next few months for me and mum at least. 

The Fair was tiny but a nice change and a sign of the restrictions of the past easing.  I mean it was great weather and to be fair without knowing how much of the weather was going to get better, It felt nice to walk home in the sun with a bag of donuts after a home visit. 



Fun Fairs being setup 



The Bag of donuts 


But then it was another weekend and the Hallway was being sorted, which actually was for some hard flooring but little did I know it was not going to be for long and the shake was going to be tough along with ALOT of tough choices. But it was after this, that  I was going to have to deal with going to fall into the same trap with someone new, Since it was interesting since she was a mix of Plymouth and also somewhere up north which was reminding me of someone I used to chat to who threatened to kill herself if she didn't get food once yes from that same site, I was soon to find out that this was someone version 









The Carpet removed 




A Bike clean 


But it was soon to be some evenings left where it was the time of getting to find out of the Queen's Jubilee and the bank holiday weekend approaching yet again which was for some celebration. But it was also the time to get something sorted out with the Hospital appointment for the Phimosis, and that was to when the chance with arguments about it, the cyst was going down very much so that was a bonus. One evening IO got home and the Floor was already laid down and probably the last renovation before the future. That and more longer evenings means late Indian takeout's too. 

Rosie on the carpet of the new laminated flooring 



Organisising the shop with more stock once again 



From lunch may 26th of £1.32. £0.75 for summer fruits water and £0.62 for sausage rolls




From Saturday night after getting home at 9:15pm. An Indian takeout of prawn curry, lamb balti, cool mint sauce, poppadoms. Then with added chilli Lentils and French stick 







But it was nearing the end of the month already, things were going to be worse, texts were going to come in, vouchers used and also it was the time  of another couple of ladies which were into the weigh gain powders, later on someone messaged me warning about her scamming too.  But Morrisons breakfast on the final weekend of May was going to be nice anyway. 

The breakfast with the cats tale 



From a family lunch at Morrisons today for £5.99. £4.99 for sausages, egg, chips and beans with ketchup. And £0.99 for apple blackcurrant water 




The proof of the repeated past 











So it was going to be the last few days of May,  it was close to wanting to plan out how the jubliee was going to plan out, since the weekend was getting warm and sunny and gammon spirits were high.  But most of the follows were not interesting that at all. 





But soon it was going to be the big jubilee weekend, potential meet ups and also video calls were to happen but my shock on who it was going to be from was no way in my mind. 



June: 

As the final month of this Part one of the Review of the year, things get interesting for sure. Like it was coming up to the week of the Jubilee and that weekend little did many know would be the last time for the royals to be shown in a good light. But it was also a chance to see something different and a once in a generation only time or maybe I might type up in 20 years if another coronation appears after events yet to come from that month. 
 

Now this monuments occasion was for the face that things were that little bit tough on that side and having to plan working in the entirety just in case things do not go to plan. But it was the first time to get more clean ups sorted too. So it was first day was actually going to be the beacons being lit which  apparently is the start to the celebrations on the weekend. So that accounts for this to be a nice relaxing sign to a good summer, but soon that was going to be short lived. 

The Lights almost like a fire in the sky 



Night mode does make it look a bit better on that side 



Zooming in the for a close look at that beacon 

Like this was that reflective sign of the times for this to kick in of summer to be celebrated, sure it is also celebrating a racist institution and later on the evidence of this gets SOOO CLEAR. But things were going quiet as far as I thought, sure potential scammers using the dog filter were messaging me on Fe,  But this was a reply after messaging her MONTHS ago and to be fair, she never asked for ££. Plus more chatter with the girl that was local and also soon to just waste time. But then it ends up with having to haul stuff and clean the shop up since soon this would no longer able to work from the future choices others do. 

The PC and other cardboard to haul back





From Saturday night. Hoisin shredded Chicken, beef crisps, vegetable stir-fry, ham, BBQ sauce and ketchup 

But then it was another quiet sort of weekend, but a text appeared in the morning, from the past and actually it was along the lines of "I'm in Tavi today and would love to meet but ***" so well you get that jist, but that was a nice day and sure the events must have been good but missed that and it was also preparing for a long cycle in the heat which would be a few more in the months for that matter. 

So this long cycle from the regulars to Oke was ok, especially with the cycle path for the first time in over a year. But it felt good to finally try it with Electric bike and it would be even more visits this way from what I was going to know. But this was the first time to get to see the Train at the station in Action.  But the Visit itself was not too bad in itself and the chat was ok but it has a ok-ish aurora Oke does. But the Station makes such a useful mode of getting about too. 

Thr station and the trian arrived as I got there 




This was the route back but found out the Memory stick i had was the end and time for getting a replacement 



Then that was summed up with getting a vlog done of that weekend. Which for a change using Audio AI like https://15.ai is a good tip to add some fun part to it. 










But with that, it was another summer day ending and it was also a message that morning from a lady I've crushed on for MANY years and she was just that lovely accent, lovely hair and soon the day after that Monday was going to be my first video call with her, like omg that is crazy, Tuesday was a video call until like 1:30 am and seeing her on video was a sight to behold, like she looked fuller and dreamer and i felt like that night was a dream to be fair. Especially as she wanted me to travel up there and sleep in her house and maybe even do a vlog. But she was wanting me to cook normal food more, Which inspired me the day after, well 2 days after.  But that and normal lunches were donated by my sister. 










Cooking a Chicken Tikka 



The semi finished result too 



The day after i was fixing an iPad and video called her when she was hungover, to be fair that was the last time we had spoken this yet, yes seriously, and maybe since i was still in shock we called each other it might have putt her off with me from that. But alas good things come to an end and work still has to continue on. With gifted lunches and  that like which was getting daily it was weird how things were going to go .

From lunch on Saturday, half of a coronation chicken bacon sandwich but it had butter in so had to bin


But as the summer was approaching , the nights were shorted and the mornings were longer, by a fair time, and it was reflecting to plan out things to do this year but little did i know it was going to go to fucking shit in some plans but also excitement to plan things out in the other. But it meant with 5am to 6am working since all nightery were becoming more of a things. Plus a fella jump gave me a ? for a comment on a status, i will not joke on that. Plus more American feedees tying it on that weekend to be fair. 




A morning to walk with a needy Rosie 





reflecting on the week just gone that day. 






But it was the hint of the repetition of the week, With fathers day coming up and also time to myself to get other things done, even with more messages about the small talk which again sucks but it was also the potential plan with possible the twitter anniversary too.  And the start of me playing Metrodle, which to this day i play on a bus home or when on the toilet too. 










For a £0.75 lunch on Thursday of summer fruits water





As it came to timings, things were going to come up busy, I managed to get the video of the Jubilee weekend sorted too, which some of those evenings were for it to be finished and that was in-between getting fathers day presents which actually was going to be the railcard for both of them to use which I was going to be unaware of how useful that would end up from their own choices made.  This was also the time I finally got the chance to do the review of ICEY which has been in a box in my office for 3 months at least.






A father's Day present of a two together railcars , red wine, brownies and lidnt. Something different to give to my dad this year









Jeans to be cut




After jeans cut 





The Icey 



How it looks 




Cold and semi slushed 








But it was then the final week or two  before the end of the 6 months appearing. But it leads to strange events while the start of the addiction to Wotists BBQ pufs which is actually a lovely taste on top of this part that made me realise on how the teriyaki sauce in Tesco was actually fucking moorish and tasty too, the weather was getting better but my luck was going to .,.....


The random toilets on the way from the regular clients 




For a £31.03 shop in Lidl. From a £19.99 weather station as a late father's Day present for my grandad, to mango sorbet for £1.99 and even 15% off strawberry laces. 




Then £4 for a mini saucy Tesco shop. Teriyaki sauce for £2 and £1 for burger sauce and coronation mayo


This was also going to be the time of having more texts and sending to do, but not EVEN the REPLY is what gets me but I always walk into red flags and this year I thought taught me that from the 9 of teens of Redditch but even a caramel gets you back into the swing of mistakes, but oh well i shrug and realis I wont be repeating this for much longer when looking back, but back then was going to be the sigh and get used to it, or will it lead somewhere I asked myself. Sure Some smaller gainers message and also it was that summer vibe with walking, bike cleaning and also the deals on Tango ice lollies too. 

From a £10.44 shop at Morrisons on Saturday. £3.50 for 40 tango squeeze, £2.48 for katsu curry kit, £1.55 for flake 99 14 pack, £1.10 for waffle cones, £0.78 for chicken tikka sandwich filler, £0.68 for chicken bacon pasta and £0.96 for savory mini eggs 




The walks in the field made me realise I should have cherished this more 




Bike Cleaning 




This lead to a visit to regulars to another regulars  which my burnout of working longer days in the summer was starting to make an effect on me with mistakes, from what I was doing with Visa forms. But it was the time of when the battery for the bike was going to work properly since that was soon to be the end of things in 1 months time or even less on that, eventually visits like that will be easier to go the full mile then train home but to be fair the future for back then is still a temporary future if I have to make choices in 2023.  

The Bike and the farm shop at lydford 







But replying to more ghosts is a must and then it turns to flirting with catfish as I would find that out months later.  But as the last few days come through, it was messages that even wanted to pay me to join their OF which I paid the £2.5 anyways.  But it made it to the plan of 6 months already far and gone and it was the last 6 months of running around, blocking and having to put content creation aside and other surprised I've not mentioned. Plus this was the weekend I've finally hear the change news which will cause things to shake and make more complex for me. 






Stay Tuned for Part 2 or actually read part 2 soon. 

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