Welp, it's September already and well this is looking like its the end of the summer with the rain and also with going from hot nights to damp mornings and well its only 2 weeks until the big move, so it now heads up to leading up to what's been happening in the past few weeks since the arrangement failed to end up just getting food and drink in the heat. Some Skypes and strange futures and even helping a teen get a job in a local takeaway.
An August to continue on, some of the highlights
The Consultant appointment and texts to end a chapter in life
So, with the week of the Failed event happening, it felt typical but there was someone really nice to help me out on this who is got a lovely northern accent when we made voice notes on whatsapp. But In the end, it was coming up to an appointment for the Urologist and to be fair it ended up a mess,.
So there was a text which just ended up along the lines of I want to ask for *** but I shouldn't and accept I will be kicked out and I was hoping you were going to just show up at the flat. But instead, I had to ignore that and wait for the appointment which 5 minutes later, it was the phone call.
So he sounded not as friendly as i hooped and was a bit rushed, But I pretty much explained I have a few issues with burning in and not pulling it back might cause infection to whoever I ever have sex with. But that mentioned just needing to have a checkup to see what happened and he was just abrupt and ended the call when i Said about unsure about getting time to visit in the appointment, but then the call ended and I was shaking more than i thought since of the texts to sort out. But I finally got home and then its time to relax ish, but it was also during the massive heatwave and my panic was going. But the moon was out in full swing too.
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| A night of the full moon while typing things up and reflecting on things. |
Time passing and preparations every so often
So it ends up carrying on and now thats stage was out of the way and life can feel it was the end of that stage, But it ended up only to be another in the future. But then it was back to working as normal. Plus there was talking to a Scottish girl i even bought food for once and ended up getting really big once i saw a pic of a selfie she sent me/private folder access, who she was that made me remember. But things don't last forever, but the chats were also with 2 friends in the Feeding Frenzy group chat too.
But the weekend was fast approaching and it was feeling like I was going to be able to catch up on things but weekends in the future and now will be just tidying and preparing for the big move. Even with running from a visit to visit in the golden hour evenings.
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| The run home from another visit |
But then it ends up to the weekend which was to organise things for the move and things back in a caravan to make.
But that start of the Sunday was to be involving the day with a nice pint of juice and an onion ring toasted sandwich before it was to be prepared for this.
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| The pint of orange juice |
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| a chocco nussa and onion ring toasted sandwich |
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| The caravan is stacked up |
So on this note, it was also the way to finally get things prepared, files prepared and also getting the vlog from last week edited since it needed to be done overdue wise from how the vlog was being and it was to also make me an option to finally sort out the looks on my chest to remove the hair since it was a distraction and made me feel not so productive and confident. But there was a comment telling me that the belly will feel itchy and little did I know how my legs would soon itch from the weeks to come.
A Video editing day at work
But then it was finally the 1st Monday which I did not have ANY customers to visit and ended up having to leave the house for work instead (in the shop) due to the fact it was some inspection on the morning to the house which means having to get out the house in the morning before 9am and thats angered meet as it was.
With that out of the way, I got to work and then finally got set up, jeans lowered and then knuckle down for the video editing which was most of the entire day, like in a real state, focusing on the vlog to get done since its been delayed as it was, it makes me feel less focused on the year.
But only 1 phone call interrupted me on that day which was nice and even with getting clips moved over, music added and the wrist starting to ache a little bit, I persevered and got it nearly ready and left the shop around 6pm mark.
So it makes it also the time in the evening I finally got the balls to do a shave and get the shave done on the belly to finally ease it and boy did it feel itchy for a while afterwards
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| Video Editing at night |
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The chest and belly after the shaving and the Eurax cream applied to ease the itching.
Experience and work for the rest of the month-ish |
But then it was the beginning of having experience with having to have someone help out in the shop and by snaciident it means he buys food, which he really should not and soon it will happen more often than not.
But it's nice in some ways but it was going to end up as a case of trying to get a job of me hiring and that is about hours of discussion over the next few weeks, that and various tiktoks, gaming news, and his chance to start fresh to go #crappycityplym and even hinted with wanting me as a flatmate since I told him about moving out. But that has been many a time looking at Rightmove but again its a long way off.
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| The Oreo doughnut |
But then it had been a mix of various things to be done, from small work, and it was actually getting with a lot of home visits to catch up with. Since soon visits in the evenings will have a long commute. But instead, these were some interesting ones and it was going to be the case of various long days ahead, especially as it was going to be when I could have had a chance to get a vlog done for the fireworks, But it was going to be visits of a one after another variety, from passwords to OS upgrades and others.
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| Days i don't get things from lidl |
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| Meals after long days in work |
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| Mornings in work |
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| Finley having a a nice nap when getting home from work |
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| Sunny running home from work |
But with visits aside, it was going to soon be the final Chinese takeout of the house from still so far, with times of being able to get something like this and well, there is a better chance since of delivery to the new place is a thing but well it just means a lot more exercise to sort out and that reminder either phone or run is a thing of choice but I've dealt with the frustration for waiting for buses before.
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| The Chinese |
But as the times go on it was heading towards milder weekends, the sun was finally not at its hottest which finally gives the seeming that summer is getting to be over from it all. But reflecting on this is happening on Sunday.
A Sunday To reflect with the family
Well with the Sundays getting to feel less like a house and more like an empty shell for the past 22 years of life, it was getting the tricky part to finally wake up some of the mornings and this was no exception. But sometimes a nice cold fruit smoothie is the way to go.
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| A Wakeup |
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| The Cold frozen fruit smoothie |
So this ends up to then getting a walk out of the way with Rosie and walking on the moors might soon feel like a distant memory since Kit hill will end up closer and easier to get to. But well it feels tough and the shakes were starting to really get more noticeable.
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| The walk on the field |
So it then leads to more preparation which instead it was the time to have an idea of things and still those hints of having to change the way I work. But in the end it was close to a trip to lidl but instead straight home to then drop the dog off then to go and pick up some Roast pork from the Voting Tree, the same price but the meat was much better this time.
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| The Roast pork |
But then with a bit of peace with the cleanup and then we decided to either go to visit the
WW2 event as last year or instead go to weir quay, which we then decided to go there instead. So this was to be getting over there and well it means what I think it means, so we get nan in to the wheelchair and then go to get her into the car. But then we drove down in the sun and then parked where we always do, with the seat by the estuary and that car park.
So we got out and sat by a seat and discusses memories that grandad had and also some memories with me too. But then we decided to walk and I push nan in the wheelchair to the boatyard cafe. Now on the way to that, it was this card that was NOT moving since dad drove grandad there but we had to park further out. But then it was a bad moment dad with this car, so we walked further up and then sat by another bench.
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| This leads to a view of the sun with the clouds ahead |
There was some chatter about the move and boats from Calstock to Plymouth and even another reference regarding family and family soon to be in law in a way with some land near there. But then it was passing the 4pm mark and we went back to drop them off and then back home.
But it led to just more days ahead, and since the battery on the bike was STILL hard to get hold of, the legs were going to be a struggle too. But that is where things still carry on since this was going to be the back of normal working and it was a few visits one after.
Back to Normal or so I thought.
Well with the move event sooner approaching, it was going to be days like this to really be long and well with the weather holding out for the good moment, the rain was off and the cycling was up hills and the first time in 2 weeks with back to the grind of the visits. But there was a fair bit of fog about too.
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| The cycle back from the visit in the |
But then it was to be doing a few more visits which were getting better but eventually, it was leading to having to deal with waiting 2 hours for passwords to be reset and help passwords to be made and that took its time. To the point even I got that part sorted of having to cancel one visit and get some financial bits done. Which that one the end was ok but especially with 2 visits at Gunni the day after,r my legs were going to be toughed out, EVEN with one vlog to finish off too. so thing were really delayed and that was part of online work to knuckle back into since things going as they are and money to save up for.
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| Saints Row |
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| Cycling up the hill which soon might be a reverse evening occurrence |
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| Finally, a vlog just about finishing |
But then it ends up with a chance to actually pay money into the bank ALONG with the chance to go to Co-op to get food, which for the first time, I tried to get some salt and pepper lentils which are lush, as well as the appetiser, is so nice too even those are £0.55.
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| The Lentils and the can |
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| another bereal which should sum up things |
But it was then leading towards the weekend and soon it was showing its the end of summer for sure, plug my legs are getting to be prepared for a lot of stress and they WILL show it. Plus it was hearing an idea to take off the October half term to go and help the friend thats been in work to be dropped off from coach station in London to then go to a train to Guildford to see a friend of his. That was pressure in his own right too. But Oggy does some nice deals, in that regard.
This was also the time this guy called sean asked some questions and then nicked an iPhone in the shop when i turned back and then used his Nokia to walk out and make it feel without realising it. I realise this and did get the CCTV footage.
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| The Doughnut and the sausage roll and water |
But as the final weekend of the bank holiday was coming in, work for me was going to be normal and it was soon a clear sign that things were going to be packing up, sure getting left on read by a Queen of the D was one of those situations that will just be a gamble but this was also a weekend that I'll have to start thinking and packing.
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| Working on Saturday nights |
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| Finley outside eating a dead mouse he caught after i finished on |
Bank Holiday weekends.
So this was coming up to the last Bank Holiday weekend living in Tavistock for the time being, with the Sunday, So it was a blur but my legs were in a mega itch mode and it was getting hot still in bed too. But it ends up having to cope with things and long nights but it was one of those no-productive days to remove the shakes. But instead, it was time to skype a friend who wanted it and I told her about the past weeks including when her ex-mate was actually the one that was trying to get me to meet up but was in TAVI on the one SUNDAY back months ago and as well as the main truth I've hidden on here. But that Sunday felt like a waste. Though this was dealing with a day of spray under the bed due to Rosie getting fleas. Plus an Amiceran tried to ask me ot send money to feed her but that didn't work well at all. But the Sunday evening was a nice chance to go for an evening walk with Rosie in the dimpsy sunset of golden hour.,
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| The sunset by warrens cross |
But it then leads to the Monday and this was the first of the cancelled Mondays from a chance of a visit and well it ends up to catch up to other visits which don't happen and gives time for me to get things sorted such as one laptop repair sorted and there was a chance to be getting some accounts done. But getting home means dealing with MORE of the bites, especially finding out with the fleas must be biting my feet and legs.
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| The selfie of the bites makes it feel zombie style |
But then it leads to clearing out things and also the plans to get things organised for another month since it's a case of that week being box after box to move out of. Since Sunday was close to being the day to move all that out but things don't go to plan for sure.
Boxes to move
So it comes down to carrying on, the next few days the visits were dry but the chances to bring boxes back were important since it was important to get the place cleared out. But it meant long walks back withholding them and the pain on the wrists. This also was the time to message a cute girl from London but that was left on read too, but 350llbs is me getting those lust eyes and wanting to hope for something out of nothing like mistakes I make. But the last of the boxes were on the last day of the month and that was one side of the relief there,.
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| Another tired morning real selfie |
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| Boxes to unload |
This was then to be dealing with another walking in dusk to make the most of the easy access to the moors and well it means seeing the clear sky go to that pale blue as it gets darker and darker too. Reflecting that soon these won't happen and walking in the evenings will be well not happening since winter but also not happening since long nights to run home to.
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| The Drive home |
But it was also making sure to get work caught up online since real-life work was sort of eating ass that mini break but it was soon to be September and the 9th month was all ready to happen.,
The Shakey September
So September was going to be tough and it means then i was getting nervous and i can tell this from the fact the arms and fists were shaking a lot more and legs were shaking at least a few hours a day, whether it was at home from getting up in ther morning to even in work after a job done or a job to be done or dreading a phone call.
But we first come to the realisation that time was ever getting near and the e-bike battery turned out to be the WRONG ONE. Soi, that was going to be having to sort out sending it back and the S
AME main supplier for the battery has had NONE in stock yet.
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| The batteries. |
But then it leads to actually a chance to catch up with more visits and it was soon to be the final one for another 3 weeks on the regular customers for work. But this goes to show that things are getting to be the busy type, but even on a late one a visit last minute will always take time. But it makes sense of the past 2 weeks were to be working online which actually was going to help with my future endeavours but at the same time, it was going to make sure I have to work at it. But that means late nights and waffle cones for tea too. Plus it was confronting the guy that potentially stole the iPhone at work
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| The meal with beef and waffle cones |
But as another Saturday goes with the chance of a birthday to have of the friend thats been helping me out, so with a copy of vanguard given and also banter and chillout music being played on the devices. But it also means more Oreos and sausage rolls and talking about things,s since personal wise, it has felt peaceful.
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| The Sausage Rolls and the Oreo doughnut again |
But it was then to leave the weekend of work with a wet take on it with visits even after a roast chicken for the night and before the visit.
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| Roast chicken and other extras |
But well it ends up to Sunday of packing up more bits. Plus chatting to a new princess that wants to get the big 500lbs
A Sunday to pack, fap and organise.
Thats how the second to last full weekend goes of being home but waking up to deal, with a lot of rain, it means time to settle down and plan things out and since working online was a bit of amount that week, it felt right to see how it goes. I did message one girl to hope to get a message but she does not seem to reply much either with the number of x's in the name of her profiles. But this is where some leftover chicken that was 2 days after its use by date was the part to then be used for a toasted sandwich.
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| The toasted sandwich |
This led to then another dogwalking on the moors and I was still shaking with fists mum is mentioning that I could have young Parkinsons but it does feel more anxiety related to being fair and I know it's going to be tough once the move happens.
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| The walk in the morning |
You can tell the weather feels more like September than I thought, but it means that it could be tricky for the distance in the wet weather. But luckily it was the rest of the day to stay home, this could have been to get things typed up but instead, it was clearing out things from the wardrobe up top, from old cards shared, condoms I've put into another box and some even
expired for when it was 2 years ago and trying to force myself to practice when I had no idea on how to without the issue of confidence which 2 years later I Still don't have.
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| Things to organise |
But this was while watching a Caddy video and also then granddad came in, which then it was talking to him about the fact some TV channel he likes on the sky, has now gone and that upset him and thinking on ditching the contract he has. Plus that channel is now on Freeview via the Connet TV channel too. Plus he was considering getting either Nest Mini or an Echo Dot. But then he did not realise that is was £3.99 a month for it. After chatting for a while on it, he left and then it was to carry on packing and put into one back from work.
Eventually, it leads to getting some tea and then starting to type this post up to get catchup on this. But it ends up a nice sort of fry up and then more typing up before a bath and still, the shakes are happening, but it was getting to accept it and also it ended up a long skype with someone since she was away for the weekend and ended wanting me to travel but her boyfriend of over 10 years was ok with me seeing her and I had chills a bit on that. But also before a bath is ended up seeing finely ins the cutest pose at all. But someone has to DM me shit on insta too.
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| The fry up after |
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| Me and Finley with the cute eyes |
But then it leads to the final FULL week of this house in the potential of it.
The Illness on Monday.
So after a late night, it was waking up and fapping until 9:30 am or so and then getting up, which no rush to get some bits done and my tummy felt funny, which was odd but then I left at 9:55. As i started cycling, I started to feel light-headed and then sweating more and then it was getting pretty blurry to try to cycle to the visit, my eyes were closing and sine of the hills making it tough.
I eventually got to the place, but I was drifting off to sleep, my head was a bit light and my tummy was not feeling as comfortable.
But my plan was to then have to cycle to Plymouth to the same supplier as 2 weeks ago, but I ended up going to the shop since my body was feeling like it was going to shut down, The wind was getting better to help keep me awake. But then I had a nice little sleep in work shortly after going in, I mean this is for the body I need to recover which helped alot.
But then it was some time to get admin done and then back home for a visit on the way back, which was much better and more or less week e for that period of time before cycling back home which would soon be a longer route home than the normal one. Once I got home I finally felt a bit better since of that nap from before. But chicken Pies are a nice way to clean up the insides a bit too. Then it was to carry on to type this up. Plus baths were getting very irritable with the legs looking like zombie bites from the fly bites of fleas that both pets probably had in that regard.
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| The bites on the leg were growing one part to another, day by day |
Working and focused elsewhere
To then realise another week, since this week was also the chance both parents had 2 weeks off which they wanted to use for the move on this time. But that part I'm not getting involved with, well until wardrobes start to disappear and clothes in a bin liner.
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| Getting to bed and seeing this even emptier does make me feel a bit reflecting and a long night was ahead. |
But then it feels like it's a normal working week to prepare for, a PC to build, stock to order and overdue bits as well as making sure that boxes are ready to move out for the last week before moving over. Plus it was only one day I had friends pop down since he was dealing with college still and more memories were talked about. But getting home later in the evenings was the way, but one of the evenings I got asked about feet pics. Also, can I STILL have not had a sip yet so technically its been trying to not have that and stick with gfuel instead but that's might be more coming to happen soon.
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| Finley having his nap |
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| The lunch but added monster I have not drunk/drank yet |
But as time goes day by day and it being quiet, means nice cartoons to watch at the same time to make sure I'm caught up to speed and making sure I just can sort admin out over time. Then getting to chat to some more ladies (actually only one but shes is now on holiday and that Monday was even the oops back to just eat bad habits again), it was time to keep this post going and soon to find out the news that shocked many but for me, it was earlier than expected a tiny bit.
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| the meal from Thursday |
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| People from FF STILL try to want me to feed online outside the UK, even though profiles mention I don't feed outside the UK. She was blocked shortly after this |
But it was then going to be a case of then finding out about the passing of the stability that many of the countries were fearing to happen, but eventually did.
The end of Stability for the world in some ways.
So, it was Friday, from rainfall down to even a bit of sun and work was mostly me building a PC and booking the parts in for it due to that needing to be done, but halfway along, it was to hear news of the palace saying doctors are with her, with that happening, it was for sure this was the end of the queen, she might have been a person of peace in real life but remember the stances below her were based in oppression for many across the world. But well it was then getting more sombre as coverage changed to black and unicorn operations were to be kicked in, I was finishing off a PC build and starting an HDD check/recovery and then decided to leave for the home since it was 6:30pm for the most part.
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| The be real run home |
As I passed the park, I ended up going to get some bits sorted with some 4 voicemails, for low and behold, it was the time to learn of the passing, So I called my customer who had some internet trouble and then he told me she passed away, which Not shocked but it was like only 10 minutes ago I was on my way out of the shop for sure. But it was sombre once I checked Twitter and the weather really came out in force for the sun to shine over to reflect the passing of what many will consider a monumental point in history, even more than this blog will outrank its life from or generations that I would keep the post going in eventually if kids ever happen.
But I then ran home and it was to be decided to watch it with family, they said it was sad and it was a sombre moment in the nation, sure Fish and chip owners were celebrating to the point they got escorted out of a Scottish town, varied opinions spread across socials and even I have that theory there might be a sudden issue from the Truss, or too coincidental to make that point of how things turned out. But a strong sort of casserole was used for this mean and well it ended up we finished seeing coverage and then finally eat meals while watching the same cartoons from earlier.
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| The meal from Friday night |
But as things go, it really meant a pivotal mo, meant moving in less than 1 week's time to a death of a royal monarch after 70 years, it has to be a coincidence of its own right in some ways. But one day I'll find out about this mystery for sure.
As the day after came around, it was more of the same, but working and it was quieter than usual, except the fact I bought 2 good luck charms off a GYPSY, not going to lie like various clothes were there for like £15+ but 2 lucky charms for like £6 where its normally £3.5 each is either a steal but she did the whole bless me good luck thing so maybe a curse might change my life.
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| The lucky charms from a Gypsy for £3.5 each then a £1 discount aka 2 for £6 |
Then it was more sorting out 2 laptops and phones to sell before finishing off the day and delivering a phone case to a customer near the house. Butr on the way back it was the way to carry over 2 boxes and also bits to wrap things up in which will be needed for the weekend to finally pack up my main bitts before the move over next week. But then it was time to walk home with that before walking the dog and this was nice but finally go back to the field, due to the fence being arranged differently. But we eventually finally got in there for a bit more of the walking for the perhaps final time in 2022.
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| The selfie |
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| The golden hour of the town and Rosie with the ball |
But then it was time to head home and finish this off, I got home to make a nice sandwich then my parents came back and I ended up getting a nice bowl of naked noodle soup. so that ends the night and the soon-to-be final time of this all.
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| The naked noodle soup |
But Alas that is it and this will probably be the final full post from what I'll still call home next week will be a fresh home start with the same issues and the legs will be prepared.
But for now,
Stay safe and calm while the world is changing more in our eyes with every day of events.
