Well this is a crucial time since it was this date last year was a emotional farewell I didn't realize until it was too late, its been a year since Charley had her 21st early and times have changed, that's for sure. But as times have changed, friends have more appeared, okay I've made new ones but one of those friends is famous by a long shot, not in the sense of TV show famous but in a more event of fashion sense. but today a project of his is being shown off in pavilions and because 4 art sake, its a good thing to see it for myself, of course taking yourselves with me.
the vlog is below.
To start the day
OK, the week has been a busy one with works and also interviews on Skype, now from a dogwalking vlog, i might of mentioned this, but I've been in talks about being involved on a project and this has been including a phone call and also a Skype interview, in fact my first ever one using 3g and if was a reasonable one, it fucked up my freedompop and they charged me £5 as a top up and also I was greeted by a fan while doing it which sadly fucked things up big time and I had to try it again, so I went to the pimple to do it. THAT FUCKING WIND ON FRIDAY EVENING IS A PISSTAKE AND MADE ME REALLY PISSED OFF. the rep I'm in talks with was okay and not annoyed about it "don't stress about it" was what her Irish accent said on the voicemail as I was running past tavi college to get home.
but then it was Sunday and the weather was good, happy romantic fappings and editing a wipeout 2048 video I recorded last night on the velocap was productive, it took longer for me to have a shower than for fcp x to render a 51 minute 720p video.
As I was close to uploading it while I was about to leave, my laptop battery died so I got changed and left at 10:50. with legs straining and getting to lidl in wind and sun. I made it in 10 min 45 secs. well that's what Google for said to me. since my tracks is being killed in April. Glass didn't come with me for a change, I wanted to and had it on me but since of pavilions, things are a no-no.
I started the vlog and got on the bus for £4.5, it was reasonably packed too and as we were getting in Plymouth, it was busier. we Stopped at derriford for a bit longer than usual and it looks abit different with subways nearby and cut down trees and the helipad is better by far. then it was passing by and more free logs being cut down and the sun was a proper decent day, a good sign of how things might be looking up. Things were getting busy with traffic too, so maybe it was a time to get off early and run in, well it didn't happen, since traffic was not that busy since this was the mutley route. for me my stop was just by the library.
Just getting off by the Library
Getting off by the library and it was windy, so much so that when vlogging, the stand behind me fell, which was loud AF. but I walked on and got to the mall for a tiddle and then walking into the apple store and used the core m golden Mac for a bit, since its the same chip as the v919 core m on banggood for £268. I walked out and topped up £5 on the mifi card for Skype interviews next week and he was helpful as anything.
The mifi topped up
Soon after, I decided to visit a place I might have a date with Gracie at, Hubbox. now this is a burger bar that's been quite popular as of late and now that I'm around and had about £11 to spend. I went in and made an order, lovely heat, tiny burgers for the prices from looks but a after a desicion, I went with a £9.75 deal of a hub burger with no cheese and bbq sauce instead. no drink since here and londis just up are expensive af. so I waited and the takeout bags were OK from another customers order.
The Hubbox Menu
Then eventually after 20 minutes or so, mine arrived and I was happyish, since there was outside seating go review and vlog the burger.
Hubbox has a reasonable bag, feels better than Mcdonalds bag's
That £9.75 for both of these only though.
Now that was delish, in all honesty, it was tiny but it was a decent burger which felt like a pub big Mac which is nice, But this place will be a special occasion even though Feeding this to a girl would be a fun ideal (never as intense as krispy kreme but times to do it)
Then I wondered around town until 1:30. CPUs on offer from CEX. Aloe Vera juice from poundland, decent vita and ps4 games and it was busy too. but before the main event, I went to the casino since I was nervy that I would see a former love and really there could be a fight. especially when I've lost loves that are engaged to someone else. I walked in there and the card door was open but I was told to swipe anyway which is a grr. Basically a quick toilet break made things work quite nicely.
Time to Enter the Big Event
So it was quiet outside, sure there were some lush cars and also a yurt outside too, which actually people do use for hippie or those type of events where wedding are to be one with Nature.
Then I waited in the queue, then paid the £5 and got my ticket scanned and saw a food court, I didn't know where to go but I saw the signs so I waalke that way. I got in and there was a posh feel to it, well considering there were casino tables, Fondue's, photo booth and even a money grabber game, it was exciting ish.
My first ever Pavilions Ticket that was for me (Charley's 20th i got my first tickets from them but they were digital)
I went into the arena. it was like a stall style, along with the cat walk at the far end. but many different organisations there, one was a winery, which I asked about an idea of a elderflower wine or some drink (mother day ideas in all honesty) and her accent was like the stereotypical French actress in films but she did try to help so I can't fault her for that.
then it was a bit of browsing, now I had a few people ask me if they had prepared x or y part of my wedding, which is understanding since this IS a wedding fayre for BUSINESSES to find PEOPLE planning WEDDINGS but for someone that's never had a real relationship yet, its a nerve-racking situation to deal with. I stuttered in some way of speaking. But one chap was nice about it (a wedding photographer that also does cars hire) and say "you'll get one soon" so I can't feel that bad. Also there were alot of cake stands , now feederism and cake go like dogs and walking, so I did act interested and even mentioned I buy expensive food forcgirls to impress them but I took some business cards (written ones) since i might need it for birthdays. There were virgin holidays there too and I mentioned I'm a virgin money customer and also that I've not had a week off since 2012, she joked about me being due one but recommended to go to debenhams since that's where they are in Plymouth.
oh and I saw my friend and he said he added me to stage door access which i felt bad for Paying when he did that. But this was before the show started in like 15 minutes time, then he announced if via speaker. before I sat down, I entered a competition about love hearts and wining some booze and chocolate so omracer was the filled name :). there was also a nutrition stabf too which me and this slim, short rep explained to me about and I signed to the newsletter, £43 for 48 sachets of boost powder.
since it was quiet, I got front row ish seats and a free flapjack, then the big day began. I didn't film the whole thing to not get myself kicked out. but I got some pics and clips of It. but it was really good and even though I've been asked about some of the music choices in work so I know what was coming. it suited most of it and some lovely models, 2 I knew of and one I had that 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 vibe with her, maybe the curves (not a bbw but her arms were soft).
The logo and stage
Various brides
Outtro and finale
Now by 15:10 it was the show to end, which people were leaving and starting to pack up and I did one last browse and if was talking some extreme shaving products and I mentioned about how I shave, the rep offered me a £20 deal for a £10 but I only had £5 so I couldn't.
A table with items on, people were taking photos, I literally said "fuck it" and did snap this pic
Then I was about to walk around the back towards the stage door, I met a girl I knew from work, she is not a customer, nor work colleague, works in a building nearby work who her manager i help fix her mac issues. Shes nice and i still but she said hi and asked "if I enjoyed the show" I replied "I did and you looked lovely" she thanked me and said "see you next week" since . then I walked to the door and waited and then after chatting to a mutual friend of his then I went the toilet. I walked back and he was there then he offered me a lift home after the drinks but I declined.
the walk was nice and us 3 were chatting about Plymouth and then we went to union rooms from the garden, I found out the name of the girl I spoke to just earlier. When in there we waited and I met some of the male models, Chris I shook hands with and then chatted or more I was quiet until I walked down to the other models. I got a glass of water which was nice (my usual order in pubs now). Then I was chatting and listening to people chatter, from tagging on fb go me cycling in and the being paid to play games and I mentioned my adsense payment and he said in a couple of years that will make money. That and some gossip i'll
Then Andrew and our mutual friend left back for tavi and I stayed for chatting. I got to know zoey who was this lovely chatty model and actress for theaters and she mentioned tinder and I learned alot of things from. since Chris and his 2 kids left I got onto the table (not literally) and it was listen and chatter, especially with Angelle and was really cute actions with her fiance (hand holding and back rubbing at one point), but I learned a bit about how she got famous in the last year, she has the accent like Mercedes on hollyoaks which I like. He on the other hand was a party rep in Mallorca, more for boat parties but he also was a casual drinker but never smoked (like Me, but less straight edge) and a fact he told us all was some people have spent €50 (£39.40) per day on coke for 6 months. Then there was Zoey's story which is too deep and personal for me to say, she is a genuine person and welcoming as well. There was also another model and her daughter, the daughter looks so familiar but yet i can't remember where from, shes 16 so it won't be from a night out thing, but she was joking about "i've not lost my virginity" when she got really drunk once, then it made me related since i'm a virgin too, i didn't mention much about that.
Union Rooms water selfie, cause I can
After chatting and friendliness, it was 5:30 and I congratulated both Angelle and her new fiance i've only just met. I went a bit stutter since i don't usually congratulate things like this since it ends up me feeling up but since i've only just met her and i never fell for her (and never will to be honest which is a fair point), then it would be rude and no excuse not to. She said goodbye to me too. I decided to run to a bus stop, well since I was earlier than the bus it was time to put myself to the test and it took me 40 minutes to get from town to crownhill while my ankle was straining and my stomach. but as I got to the bus stop, I then saw what looked like Charlotte, now she was my first love many years ago, one who didn't even go into college one day since i bought her a valentines present and she didn't want it or was embarrassed about it, but since she didn't speak to me then it seems like it might not of been her.
Leaving Union Rooms in the Sunset
Getting to Crownhill bus stop with aching ankles
Then the journey home was quiet and dark between 6 and 7 and then it was off by lidl to end the vlog when i got off, which I sort of recapped what happened and also then it was attempting to run home, my legs were feeling heavy and that shouldn't happen. Luckily i'm not entering a half marathon this year, that would be so stupid to actually do with this state of legs. But I got home in about 15 minutes and then it was unpacking time, since i had my power bank (which has died due to a wire going undone) and many leaflets and brochures around.
A view of the Canal
In my pocketses (basically leaflets, fudge, power bank, keys, wallet, passport etc
Now that is the end for that "BIG DAY" and hopefully there will be more content in the month ahead, i'm hoping i can get this documentary thing sorted, since if all goes well i might be able to have more intimate chances with ladies and also maybe build a bit of fame since I've had that go down the past 2 years (heartbreak can kill motivation big time). But not all fame is good and it might be a "OMG HE LIKES WATCHING FAT PEOPLE EAT AND GET FATTER, MAKE HIM SEEM LIKE A SEXUAL TERROIST TO ALL WHO READ US" is what local newspapers will probably do if they caught on to it but i'll face that if it comes to it.
Well, this has been an eventful 2 weeks since i last left you with the shopping trick and February has been a shit month, no lie, no exaggeration and well i need to mention some things i've investigated on which might be expensive but needed to make myself go further and fuck, even quicker with having a chance with a girl, let alone if any one night stands happen in my life.
Lets start this:
So now the 1st and the worst part of this month was Aries, she passed away, 2 weeks ago on Sunday (today). Now this was a massive shock to the family and to be honest this was just bad luck at the worst time which me and that cat have had memories in the 2.3+ years i've known her. After throwing up, she scratched and keeled over which was devastating and westmoor vets emergency was no use since 5 minutes after we called her with no advice to be given to us, she died, there was a chance that some advice could of helped her. But this was a weak heart she might of had. But it made things go downhill from there. No seriously.
From December 2013, i miss that young minx
The final sleep after she keel and passed away.
Then phone troubles.
It happened after this shocking event and the ulefone Paris i've had for less than 2 weeks fell in the sink while i was shaving, now this didn't fuck the phone up completely but one point of it that was REALLY important, and that was the mic at the bottom, which is needed for vlogging.
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So I noticed this when trying to record a review of a drink which made things a nightmare. Thank something for Fufilled by Amazon which got me it for £107 (actually 87 due to a £20 gift card from Christmas) for next day delivery to work too. But its almost the same except white and silver instead of gold. Also a free phone stand which would solve most of the problem with me trying to shave with it.
The replacement Paris from Amazon, with a legit uk plug and phone stand from Kmoon.
Getting things transferred was a pickle but i think even now i've got it working the way i want it and a small amount of pics were lost oddly enough but i don't know. Things were getting a bit stressful with getting this setup since i was busy with home visits after work that week. And i was getting Wipeout 20148 on Twitch closer to finished (not complete).
So things went ok until friday which my energy was a bit tired and watching tv with the parents and browsing on my phone, Which i find out that emily is dating, that snapped me up a little bit, which before that the dog was getting quite acting up funny which must of been when she was missing Aries, which it was less than a week she had been gone. So things turned dark but also it gave me some idea on what to plan.
Now i was googling "sex lessons Devon" since I'm really feeling i need to understand myself in that respect now that i'm pretty much and adult and although behind on alot of things. So a site called Pleasurelab was up, which was some chap in Exeter and there was a questionnaire on the site which could then help him advise people on their problems or what they want to know, But i didn't do it then since i felt like i was shriveling up and crying so i left it for a day and then Saturday it was worse when after work and i got home, i found out Sophie was moving in with her boyfriend so the feeling was lower and then it got me deciding to go Fuck it and fill the questionnaire.
Now i might warn you, the questions and answers might be hard to understand or you might of learned something you didn't know but this will make things clearer and also taking you on a journey with me to finally catch up with the world (more locally actually) is important and also if the chap is a scamming buisness then its public and anything further falls on him, I say this since he hasn't gotten back to me and its been a week since i had sent it to him, Its a shame though.
There was also another plan put into action but That i will mention later. But there was also Major storms covering the SW of the UK and i've never seen the River Tavy go so High.
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Now on the Sunday there was a Skype call from a feabian which was nice but she was very desperate for food, since i Couldn't do it at the time, we decided to sort something out for the evening about 7pm. It came to 7pm and i sent £15 (since that is what this is mostly about) then they couldn't get the money so that ended that. But then a friend asked me for some Thai which was nice according to her and Just eat ordering was fine, until i had a phone call from the takeout place to say they had run out of vimto, so replacing it with fanta and also something else the chap asked and i said "all i got was a Facebook picture of what to order" he said "ah right" and nothing more was said. But i still haven't had any pics for that yet :/.
A Burger Pancake Catchup
Now it comes to Pancake day, which pretty much is a vlog summing up the recent events i've mentioned and also a chance to see me pigout mostly on pancakes. Which is quite nice. But shopping for them was a decent option as well. Co-Op with its £2.69 pack of 4 Chilli and Jalapeno burgers as well as ready made pancakes for £1 or mix for £0.99. That and Peanut butter is a nice craving to go with it along with the lush Nutella which we already had from what i saw.
A butter fly i did for a stall at work before the pancake vlog
The shopping which cost me £7.93
Pancakes with burgers and peanut butter inside
A more classic Pancake
But that was a nice way to express feelings and things were getting on. Now things i've been planning will make new vlogs and hopefully interesting blogposts so look out for that.
Casual relaxing
So after that, it was quiet, playing on twitch, fapping and also having to contact Velocap about the U2 driver causing memory leaks in OBS which is a annoyance. Things looked ok on my day off. Getting closer to finishing Wipeout 2048.
Oh and there is a Chinese that happened since of Lunar New Year and the Year of the Monkey was it too. A double rainbows happened on that afternoon.
The double Rainbow
Chinese Takeaway from Chung Ying as a way to celebrate Lunar New Year 3 days later
Then I visit work for the day after and it was a bit of a nightmare really but things worked out after a bit of knuckling down. But this was all over soon and the weekend as it is now is here. There was also 2 home visits on the Friday and Saturday which after that it was nice to have a shower :), since I was told to since Rosie was licking my Sweat which is a meh thing.
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I've also started Playing Neko Kastume which is a nice relaxer for kitten collecting, I've only ever seen 2 cats in the yard at the same time.
Getting a new app which tumblr girls are liking at the moment
But then its time to go through these resolutions.
Now this I know i'm disappointed in myself for not getting these resolutions done and breaking one of them so lets just dip in and hope for the best as it were.
Try not to fap on mornings when i have work - This has worked until recently then its been a nope and back to old habits.
Try to have a Holiday or have a week off from work without being called up at least for one day of it - No luck with this yet.
Try to meet up with a girl from Feabie - This might work since a girl from exeter is a feabian and wouldn't mind being fed so a day out to exeter before she leaves back home since its her last semester is an idea.
Plan a few days out - Might be related to above.
Tweet More - This is going as planned
Snapchat more - Much more easier to complete, at least 2 snaps a day now :).
Get into my first Relationship - Um, this is getting tricky
Cook for a Group of Girls - Not easy and more than likely a no go
Make some music Mashups - Getting there but other needs happen
Play some more Steam Games and Finish at least 2. This is getting there. I've paid £150 for the codeswholesale Wordpress plugin and hence i have better access to new AAA titles if needed.
A Missing Valentine
So there you have it, also since its Valentines Day, there would usually be a blogpost about the journey to buy gifts and or people receiving them, This year I've not done anything for it, i regret it very much which is a bad thing but since I've got expense in the plan like the thing with Kian and maybe something important to change me soon. Which hopefully might pay off. But i've not bought anything for Valentines after making the effort since 2011. Which is quite a shock for me really.
Also my Tinder stats if anyone wants to know:
5 Matches so far, 3 Super likes and 2 liked and liked back.
2 messages, one actually replied
Swiping left at least 10 times a day (alot of slim and also under 18 girls on there which all this vibe of "sicko for 22 year old dating someone 5 years younger" so i avoid that)
1 match at the same time but Martha was quick to undo that. She did put professional Eater in her bio which is a decent but i used to follow on twitter but blocked me before she went up to bristol uni.
Well its a long one but more blogposts and vlogs to come this year i hope. There is problems with Blogger not transferring over pictures properly due to picasa on life support and thats about to end in may. But enjoy a snap before i go.
