Well its been alot of time recently things have been over the top and there has been so much going on in life with work, girls and goals of mine. Since there is wayy too much to go through and i'll be retyping alot of it in December for the end of year review, god knows how this will turn out.
I'vve felt so busy that its even skipped my mind to get a Catchup don in September, but with the 2 weeks off and the overdose of regen for nights out and working all inbetween, its always been alot.
But one thing that has happened is that the amount of girls i've spoken to is immense and i've even had alot more chances for dates and actually long snapchats with one or 2 lucky ladies for sure.
SO this former queen I chatted to on kik, she did follow me on twitter and was from Brighton, this was happening shortly before the 9th Twitterversary. She was this slim blonde but wanted to gain and was prepared to meet, but her profile pics made her look underage when she is actually 23 which was a worry but then I tweeted about it and well she kicked off which led to videos like this:
Was it worth it, well nope but it made her happy at the time, in the end it got to the stage I didn't care anymore and i ignored her after she was wanting one last video and i was pretty much saying we need to meet up else there is no point.But that ended in August. Which really it shows we are not the right one for each other.
I'vve felt so busy that its even skipped my mind to get a Catchup don in September, but with the 2 weeks off and the overdose of regen for nights out and working all inbetween, its always been alot.
But one thing that has happened is that the amount of girls i've spoken to is immense and i've even had alot more chances for dates and actually long snapchats with one or 2 lucky ladies for sure.
The recent chats
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SO this former queen I chatted to on kik, she did follow me on twitter and was from Brighton, this was happening shortly before the 9th Twitterversary. She was this slim blonde but wanted to gain and was prepared to meet, but her profile pics made her look underage when she is actually 23 which was a worry but then I tweeted about it and well she kicked off which led to videos like this:
Sometimes its not good to accuse someone for ghosting them, which i did to queen pic.twitter.com/M5ggxElkEY— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) July 24, 2018
Was it worth it, well nope but it made her happy at the time, in the end it got to the stage I didn't care anymore and i ignored her after she was wanting one last video and i was pretty much saying we need to meet up else there is no point.But that ended in August. Which really it shows we are not the right one for each other.
Z
I've said about her for a while, even as earlier as the week of goose fair and one which my parents thought I was paying for her child support. shes a nice 32 year old and we got on quite well, okay it was an food affair and it did mean a bit of Just eat and even one or 2 phone calls to takeouts, might her that in the end of year video one day, but we started chatting since June and well its been great until August where she was busy minus one or two times she wanted me to buy food but didn't have the money for at the time. Some amazing food from this one takeout she really liked when i introduced her to it from just eat, it came to £176.40 on her alone via JEin the end but for what she did send, was quite good for what i saw/sent me but the distance between us was just a difficult task and i'm not sure about her kid as well. But we let go of each other peacefully earlier this week. Whatsapp was great with her, thought we never did call or video chat :/.
It was great since we both have enjoyed chatting and we did share the same sort of goals, but when it came from my sister that "find someone your own age", I think it clicked that shes not the best one to go with, But she was good looking in some ways, shes blonde and does have a cute belly.
It was great since we both have enjoyed chatting and we did share the same sort of goals, but when it came from my sister that "find someone your own age", I think it clicked that shes not the best one to go with, But she was good looking in some ways, shes blonde and does have a cute belly.
S
Now this amazing girl i've become great friends with and it was only since August but even to this day we are chatting, shes the most strongest yet down to earth person i know, with black hair and that nice fringe, but with a sensational appetite, busy life and also we have confided in each other so much, shes a northerner but deffo knows what she wants and also doesn't mind putting up with me even if i said she suited a cave girl and loves snuu snuu ;). But she would never want to date me but we could meet up one day if i end up going to the near north. Shes keen for me feeding her and maybe taking my virginity if we ever did meet, but shes found better guys by far.
J
This girl i' chatted to on kik and we got off really well, sure shes dating this guy for the past year and its been great for the few months so far. Shes a big girl at 320lbs and about 20 years old with a love of some of the sides of feederism. Which is great really, shes a uni photographer too. I've never seen a proper pic of her minus her profile pic on FF.
K
To be honest, i've crushed on her for years and with a thing in work with vouchers, I thought i could buy them off work and then use on her, okay that didn't work but we chatted anyway and she always liked my vlogs, even asked me who Queen was. But we got each other on whatsapp which was amazing and okay i've spent about £36 on her so far but shes actually been really supportive and we said we might meet up in Janurary if things go well. Sure that means more money to spend but theres no other way to make this work, shes not that far. We started all of this in late September which is somewhat good.K
Another lucky lady that messaged me on feabie in July but due to money, I didn't really have any spare to feed her, but she was okay, time passed with things and by October I finally had some spare to feed and as of 2 weeks ago, I did, which shes been great and actually likes me, shes also watched some vlogs too. But we were as of 28th meant to meet up but somethnig family emergancy got the plans changed, which sure its stressful but like S said, if i give her time, things will work out and maybe it will be working after all. Shes a lovely brunette 28 year old around 280lbs and is a feedee that wants to be my piggy. Shes a big lover of Chinese food too which is great. But i hope we do meet soon.
C
Recently we have started chatting, shes more a supersized goal in mind and is big for 22, Sure she didn't mind at first but during the week of Goose Fair, we did talk and we did have a few snaps every so often but she has a big dream, shes a long way from me up birmingham way, but shes got blonde hair, round face and deffo is down to earth, well i did piss her off when chatting on one saturday night but thats life.
A few others.
Over time there have been cute chats from the FF Chatroom, a nice chat with a plus size blogger and also I did send Lexi some food money but that was a waste of time due to her modelling commitments and also chatted to a few girls on feabie as well. But its been a blast but maybe things are going to be a first relationship soon.
A quick catch up.
Life has been going really busy with work and in a way I've had loads of things to catch up on since the fun of the Fair and also planning times for me to meet up with K. Letting go of Z was not the best thing to do in one way but a happy release in others. Work is just costing more and more and I need to get a hold of what is happening. The snap filter from Goose fair got me 12,000 views. Grambler helped me get some of the footage up and also Rosie is still teeth at me but she hurt her paw the past week which is a shame but shes been taking it easy. Plus that plymouth trip was a good help but maybe too soon but it also was a last one for that customer so no having to worry about that again.
I also still have some Crash 2 videos to make since that hasn't been done, I might do a VEGAS edit on that one. Plus I need to get time to do a Xmas shopping video, but also with some of the things from Goose Fair, I need to send them to my reps at work for supporting me, well that 5 girls. legit.
Well hopefully the next post is a date but if not, its the fun of the Bonfire night in chilling weather.
See you Soon
omracer