Well this has been busy the past 2 months to say the least, with new collabs, lunch dates, stand ups, twitter fame and also PC upgrades to get me through. But we have also had the worst starts with family members being who they are and mistakes happening.
There was also a review of a OTG hub from banggood since i had to order a phone for a customer.
But I also tucked into buying from Approved food which had some excellent things and also made some nice reviews from the products featured, sure they took alot longer to review than they should have but it was still good to get them done.
But with things going on, it was the start of things to come, new plans with the team work was getting busy and it was getting hard to feel productive and well hopefully this new month will prove to be exciting. But with the Review of drinks and the Approved Food Haul now up, it was time to feel productive.
A tutorial for Muxy was also made which was before the house was on a week to be decorated. That was fun in its own right and it had to be a tidy up and also the best week to get this done too.
Food and questions were also to pass the time.
It was beautiful but it also helped me to get those 2 videos up quicker than usual as well. But alas it wasn't long until normality was supposed to set in. But then it was a vlog with Torchy to help decor his new flat and the streaming room of fun times ahead we all hope. It was something different and I learned alot as well.
And alas work gets in the way of things but plans happening and also a visit that was supposed to happen which got cancelled just halfway, so I turned it into a vlog as well as a post, with bikes and food, things were okay but a nice little learning curve.
Then it was catching up with life, saying how it is and also working inbetween it which I got offered to go to silverstone in April for a supplier from work wants to see if it would help me connect with other retailers and vendors. I might do this and do a weekend away for reals, one I've not done in my life and first outing in 7 years almost. I will see about it.
January:
So we start with this month, its been one of those ok starts where work is in a new location and things get confusing from here in out, I mean i chose some different resolutions as well. Unlike last year, there was no instant day out to start it off but there was also the start of a Team, but until then, normal life ensured by chatting online, eating, work, and also #dogwalkingwithomracer.
Things started to take a turn of the worse, My granddad fell off a roof and i only found out just as i got back from work about 8pm on Thursday 11th January, but its lucky he didn't die. But it also helped me realise about how my dads side of the Family and that will include me, has a stubborn side that will make sure things to get done no matter the risk, which I'm prone to have happen. So bike lights were needed for a quick review which might protect me but then again, it might do absolutely nothing either.
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| The USB Bike Lights from Christmas |
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| The Bike after a Wash |
I was also in a massive twitter argument which people really feel that sex is something not everyone should have and being entitled to it is a bad thing and suicide is the lesser of 2 evils according to one reply.
so basically you can say its fine for someone to miss out on the joy of something important in nature and feel worthless due to them making sure what they are doing is the right thing. Resorting to them feeling like the only way to have something natural is to pay for it— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) January 13, 2018
Former loves were going on dates and being solo was still the holding me back, but this year, i would be working on it. But FF and feabie were providing chats and entertainment, since there was this really nice cute girl that was only near somewhere I went for a day out back in 2016. Also i started talking to this girl from FF and it ended up me spending £40 of food on her, like seriously, and she was happy but was also a bit like thats not enough, which if i was in person, no problem since there is justification for it, but online, I don't know what i'm in for really. But alas #omracereats was still a thing to keep going with as well.
for tonight. Chinese chicken drumsticks, chips, crisps, caramel wafer, sweetchilli, mayo and Nutella pic.twitter.com/HWuG6CMtQ1— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) January 16, 2018
There was also a review of a OTG hub from banggood since i had to order a phone for a customer.
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| The OTG Hub |
But things were soon to seem bad, especially with the recent splurge of drama on Youtube, Google decided to up the requirements to get money on videos, so aka I'm not a partner on Youtube any more from the 20th Feb. Which made me think. I really had to get things sorted with that this year.
But things were starting to look good after a day out with Torchy and Flarryolio and Teetz too. Antics were ensuring from some mini streams and getting filming done on some unboxings and also a few casual Streams. Fortnite was also a game that was looking really exciting and for free, why not. But my mistakes were starting to shine when I forgot to ask for no cheese in the KFC i had though.
But things were starting to look good after a day out with Torchy and Flarryolio and Teetz too. Antics were ensuring from some mini streams and getting filming done on some unboxings and also a few casual Streams. Fortnite was also a game that was looking really exciting and for free, why not. But my mistakes were starting to shine when I forgot to ask for no cheese in the KFC i had though.
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| Drinks and Games |
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| Rocket League Hype |
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| Fortnite x Razor |
But I also tucked into buying from Approved food which had some excellent things and also made some nice reviews from the products featured, sure they took alot longer to review than they should have but it was still good to get them done.
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| The appoved Food haul |
But with things going on, it was the start of things to come, new plans with the team work was getting busy and it was getting hard to feel productive and well hopefully this new month will prove to be exciting. But with the Review of drinks and the Approved Food Haul now up, it was time to feel productive.
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| The Aloe Vera Juice |
Feburary.
Right, this month is full of fun things. I mean some things I would never of expected to happen, did happen. But work and the approved food snacks and drinks went down a nice treat.
A pepper, peperami, macaroon and hoisin sub for lunch pic.twitter.com/MTmdojPJs0— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 3, 2018
Also food buying was still a thing, I mean how can i get a phone call from a takeout I ordered for a friend up north via Just Eat and get told "we don't write on the food except for what the meal is", like DUDE, ITS NOT COMPLICATED TO DO THAT AND WILL NOT RUIN REPUTATION. Then again just eat was in the new about a driver flirting with a customer and dominoes requiring people to show the card that was used for the food purchase before having their food delivered will cause it to be harder to actually buy food for someone. But instead a #omracereats for a mini cookie sandwich was the way to go.
a hoisin pepper cookie sandwich for breakfast today pic.twitter.com/6cTx5I4xxy— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 4, 2018
Then I think it was time to get a nice relaxing walk down, which with the sunny weather, sure muddy but the nice views was worth it and it helped with a planned route home over the moors (okay with mud lets be honest, but i can always run barefoot on the way home from a night out).
But then it ended up going to be the fun time of A lunch date, a meet up irl from feabie. OH YESSSSSS. This new years resolution of meeting up with someone from Feabie was complete. This was a mini-story in its own right but the time spent with her was really nice. I meant sure i bought her food but we got on really well and sure she was in a relationship already, but it wasn't an issue since of some drama that went on from her end, and no #cunt shouting when walking past her next time I hope. We even hugged before she got the bus home and things might build up much better with her from there and it was an important thing done. From the chats on freebie drama, exes, food hobbies, games, videos, fat and other lovely topics.
But a few days later, Mcdonalds released the Grand Mac and even later from that I get to try it, but the hype from that was really good. Celebs go Dating was on which means TV was flooded with that soft collins vibe and I even managed to have a nice casual selfie in the toilets in the place I work in (not work at).
Also the girl from freebie that pretty much outright asked me for £20 was in Exeter that weekend as well, I could have met up with her, But i will probably ask her if things seem good in a month or so if I decide to take up an offer that might be not worth anything. But no Marathons to look forward to this year, instead it's that low key non-sexual thing that turns me on happened instead. Boardmasters line up was mentioned but not really giving a flying surf about that. Memories from the Tavi College days were coming back after another tweet so that would have to be mentioned as well.
Then the Redmi was playing up, now I meant playing up which I had to reset the phone and put some room on it which was supposed to help with sorting an issue where i couldn't even Take a photo without Mi-Fit kicking off and resetting the exercise, but that didn't fix it which made things worse. MIUI 9 is Horeshit to be frank with you.
But I know that i was the lucky one with Snapchat not having an issue with updates on my end, but everyone was complaining about it and that made things a bit awkward, to say the least. But hey, Pancake day was fast approaching so things were looking up in that place, But timings meant i didn't get a video up in time, instead, some tweets to make it easier for me.
But then it was Valentines and I was meant to make the effort with someone I wanted to meet up with, So I called her local Wetherspoons up to order a gift card for her and they would NOT let me order for her to pick up. oh FFS, this means i cant even make the effort for some romantic gesture on valentines day for someone possibly actually single and into the feeder lifestyle. Even the reps i chatted to at work were a bit upset that it didn't go well, but hey ho.
BUT THEN. it was something really fun, I meant actually hopefully meeting up with someone fun and feeding her girl at her place, yes, this was just that last minute message and we started talking and then we actually arranged for me to visit her placeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and well feed. So time was exciting when working outside for a couple of days, with even measuring tape bought to have some fun in that regard. Time passes by and well, what happens. It was her birthday the same time so it was obvious that it was something going to stop this from happening, which it did.
Then it was more time passing and things to be getting ready, which actually the Big Day wedding show was the next thing up. With more backstage talk than others, more getting to know each other and also tasting the Grand Mac for the first time. Oh yes. That was actually delish and maybe i should't of had it but it was pretty good non the less. But that was a nice fun day.
Things aftet that, it was the time to get the meet up done, but just as i was walking to meet up, she messaged me to say she couldn't due to a meal she had to go to for her birhtday. Well that was the reason it didn't happen the first time, So i had to help build a fence up.
But a week passed, memories and excited were in me and hoping this would happen, the stares of the food i was going to buy and even measure her up, we were excited with what me and hannah could do with each other. Buy a saturday night by myself got some reviews and videos made. Like Heinz Curry Mango Sauce.
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| the snap that got me a meal |
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| views |
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| the chicken royale |
But a few days later, Mcdonalds released the Grand Mac and even later from that I get to try it, but the hype from that was really good. Celebs go Dating was on which means TV was flooded with that soft collins vibe and I even managed to have a nice casual selfie in the toilets in the place I work in (not work at).
a winter work bathroom selfie today pic.twitter.com/lPxg0Xd84g— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 8, 2018
Also the girl from freebie that pretty much outright asked me for £20 was in Exeter that weekend as well, I could have met up with her, But i will probably ask her if things seem good in a month or so if I decide to take up an offer that might be not worth anything. But no Marathons to look forward to this year, instead it's that low key non-sexual thing that turns me on happened instead. Boardmasters line up was mentioned but not really giving a flying surf about that. Memories from the Tavi College days were coming back after another tweet so that would have to be mentioned as well.
eventually you end up remembering all those "kicked in the balls when you have a boner" moments, usual name calling and fuck offs which then you just break down, but life goes on and just have forget it for a while, life stops for no one, moving on without closure is the easy way https://t.co/b3sh76ETjO— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 11, 2018
Then the Redmi was playing up, now I meant playing up which I had to reset the phone and put some room on it which was supposed to help with sorting an issue where i couldn't even Take a photo without Mi-Fit kicking off and resetting the exercise, but that didn't fix it which made things worse. MIUI 9 is Horeshit to be frank with you.
But I know that i was the lucky one with Snapchat not having an issue with updates on my end, but everyone was complaining about it and that made things a bit awkward, to say the least. But hey, Pancake day was fast approaching so things were looking up in that place, But timings meant i didn't get a video up in time, instead, some tweets to make it easier for me.
Eating donuts https://t.co/3ybYBQTpRG— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 10, 2018
a £2.42 deal from spar on the way home. £0.66 each for fajita kits and £0.55 each for tropical juice pic.twitter.com/mSsSJWpwD1— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 10, 2018
But then it was Valentines and I was meant to make the effort with someone I wanted to meet up with, So I called her local Wetherspoons up to order a gift card for her and they would NOT let me order for her to pick up. oh FFS, this means i cant even make the effort for some romantic gesture on valentines day for someone possibly actually single and into the feeder lifestyle. Even the reps i chatted to at work were a bit upset that it didn't go well, but hey ho.
For tonight. Ham crisp syrup pancakes, Nutella pancakes, crisps, ketchup and a sausage roll pic.twitter.com/G3u9MBNLeO— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 13, 2018
so basically you can't call a Wetherspoons up to order a gift card so that special lady cans pick it up, simple plans of valentines over distance is tricky af thing to do— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 14, 2018
BUT THEN. it was something really fun, I meant actually hopefully meeting up with someone fun and feeding her girl at her place, yes, this was just that last minute message and we started talking and then we actually arranged for me to visit her placeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and well feed. So time was exciting when working outside for a couple of days, with even measuring tape bought to have some fun in that regard. Time passes by and well, what happens. It was her birthday the same time so it was obvious that it was something going to stop this from happening, which it did.
Then it was more time passing and things to be getting ready, which actually the Big Day wedding show was the next thing up. With more backstage talk than others, more getting to know each other and also tasting the Grand Mac for the first time. Oh yes. That was actually delish and maybe i should't of had it but it was pretty good non the less. But that was a nice fun day.
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| Bags of stuff |
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| The Grand Mac |
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| Backstage door views |
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| In the venue |
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| Gift for Mother's Day |
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| Cheap Jeans |
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| Sweat selfie |
Things aftet that, it was the time to get the meet up done, but just as i was walking to meet up, she messaged me to say she couldn't due to a meal she had to go to for her birhtday. Well that was the reason it didn't happen the first time, So i had to help build a fence up.
A tape measure for £2.25 for plans next week (not to eat) pic.twitter.com/xesqpcyd0T— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) February 17, 2018
But a week passed, memories and excited were in me and hoping this would happen, the stares of the food i was going to buy and even measure her up, we were excited with what me and hannah could do with each other. Buy a saturday night by myself got some reviews and videos made. Like Heinz Curry Mango Sauce.
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| The sauce and a penguin |
But alas, things were the final day, a i5-7400 was going to arrived. I had customers from work to deal with, a cold was over me with coughing and more but yet, it didn't matter since I was going to me a 300lb cutie that was only a 10 minute busy journey after a customer from actually the same street. But well.....
That didn't happen, she blocked me on Feabie while I was setting up a customer with her mifi device and sold her Norton. Like what was the point, sure your dating someone else but you could of said "nope" when I asked you if you wanted me to pop around with food to make you fatter, like holy christ. But needless to say that was a waste of time that actually was if I didn't have someone book me before it.
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| Preparing for the meetup |
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| roads |
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| A gift from the Customer |
So then it was a omracer's Steambox Upgrade.
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| The i5 and the Steam Box |
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| Fiting it |
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| Fortnite |
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| Rendering. |
March
But then it was the fun times of the Week of Snow.....Well 2 days of it. It made a nice vlog and nice views to be fair,Food and questions were also to pass the time.
for breakfast on thursday. A chicken tikka and Nutella toasted roll pic.twitter.com/7PN8abRu0M— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) March 2, 2018
for breakfast. chicken stock curry seasoned noodles and shortbread pic.twitter.com/wHnpVZziK7— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) March 2, 2018
Does the royal family practice safe sex— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) March 3, 2018
It was beautiful but it also helped me to get those 2 videos up quicker than usual as well. But alas it wasn't long until normality was supposed to set in. But then it was a vlog with Torchy to help decor his new flat and the streaming room of fun times ahead we all hope. It was something different and I learned alot as well.
And alas work gets in the way of things but plans happening and also a visit that was supposed to happen which got cancelled just halfway, so I turned it into a vlog as well as a post, with bikes and food, things were okay but a nice little learning curve.
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| B&M |
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| Rogers |
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| Refreshing Aloe Vera Juice |
Then it was catching up with life, saying how it is and also working inbetween it which I got offered to go to silverstone in April for a supplier from work wants to see if it would help me connect with other retailers and vendors. I might do this and do a weekend away for reals, one I've not done in my life and first outing in 7 years almost. I will see about it.
well to put it simply, a boner— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) March 6, 2018
a nice ketchup and shortbread snack when I got home from a long day of biking and buying pic.twitter.com/lgBTV5wtlP— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) March 7, 2018
the problem, you can be classed as a sex offender for eating food others don't like. I get it i all the time, people are stupidly thicc— Mattie LT Marker (@omracer) March 8, 2018
And there you have it, 2 months of fun and more times ahead.
The Resolutions:
Lets catch up on those Goals then......
With all this in mind. Lets set those goals for this year:
- Get Crash N Sane trilogy Finished - With the re-release coming out and the i5-7400, things look good
- Get blogposts and vlogs up quicker - Its looking quite badly so far, but 2 videos in 2 days is getting a little bit better.
- Have a Holiday or Weekend away by myself - This will be well needed, since it will be the frist time in 6 years I've had a holiday since now i've had 2 weeks off since leaving the old job, its been good.
- Meet up with a girl from Feabie - YES, this was finally done and can't wait to meet more girls hopefully this year.
- Be able to make enough money from work to Pay myself - This is not looking likely
- Get myself ready for sex - I have found someone that could help with this locally.
I think things could work nicely. Many more events are on the way.
omracer.